agang internet..:p

hehehe...
came from simbang gbe...
i'm here now sa comp shop at mjo may last exam pkme sa psyche..hehehe...
and di pko ngaaral!
well, ngscan ako ng notes...*does that count??
"all i have" by j.lo ung song,,hehe... prom mem'ries..:p
hay...im sleepy pa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
la lang... new layout.. agen..e alang mgwa e...
infairness, i lyk this layout..hehehe...
*got the attitude?!*
mjo the "B.I.T.C.H" thing doesn't apply for me nga lang...*di nga ba?!*
pro ang cutie kc e...
hay, aion...dpat change ko dn ung music..."my perogative" by brit..
mjo di ko lang trip ung sound...hehehe...
hmpf! ala ng psok uste!!!!!!!!!
hay,aion..mya kta2 kme nila kae, mel,ann,eka *mlmang ksma ni kae c arv* sa mkti..

HABURDEI mELai & AnntoTs!!!!

blankness ever!

sh*t! i'm here infront of this comp for lyk decades na!!! *hehehe..exag!*
hay nko! la pkong ng2wa sa hinayupak na project sa fil!!
waaah! *cryin' out loud!*
actuali, i have the research na..e nman! ang haba n2 noh!
no way i'm gonna waste my tym in typing these stuffs.. *speaking of laziness!*
eeeeeeeeeee.........wla lang...to think na tglog pa cya..
i'm thinking na ip2typing job ko nlang 2.. *tma ba ung term??*lolz!
nxt week na pasahan n2!
argh! how i wish na pwde k2lad nung HS...todo cram! hehehe
hay, missin' my HS lyf...
o well, that's lyf van! get use to it!
ehehehe....

wla lang..

hay...as usual, ala na nman mg prof? *d hell!* hehehe...
hay nko! hmpf!
wla lang..wla lang tlga.

yey! alang psok bkas! hehehe...share ko lang...
sh*t! la nkong sense! la lang tlga akong mslat..
well, actuali, andme ko snang ikkwnto pro i'm not in the mood to put them into words ryt now...
argh!

haay

wat a day?!
grbe ha...bngyo ba mga prof ngyon?? lolz!:p
wla lang...i feel so down... hay...buhay...
yeah, i'm happy....pro ewan ko...knowing na may mga taong 'di sang-ayon or 'hurt' bec. of u..nk2a down dba?!
at the same tym, i dnt want to give up on some things...lalo na mga impt. things..
*shux! tma na van, okei! just go with the flow! this is ur lyf! la clang care...*
>>sigh!<<

y do we love b?

so we can have somebody to talk 2?

someone who can be der pag gus2 natin gumala?

a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?

taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo?

alalay for short!

eh panu kung di ka nya mahalwould u still love him/her?

would you still continue 2 care 4 dat person?

bakit naman hindi?

u didnt love love dat person para magkaroon ka ng alalay,

magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre,

taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects,

or taong mahihila mo if u want to go out..

if dats wat u think about love well sori ang babaw mo,

loving a person doesnt nid 2 have a criteriana

dapat maganda o guwapo,dapat mabait or understanding,

kc once u fall inlove u take the risk of accepting dat person

kahit maingay sya ma2log,

ung hilik ng hilikkahit matakaw sya

o sobrang fat na hindi kau kasya pag puno ang jeep!

kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang nalang ay sapakin mo sa inis!

ung sobrang selosa na pati barkada pinagseselosan bad3p dbah?

and ung napaka-arte OA kung baga!

o kahit anu png thingsdat would turn u off...

hirap tlaga magmahal trying 2 be perfect kc gus2 mong magtagal

pero hindi un ang sagot sa lahat..

ACCEPTING da real person fully

kc if u said na mahal mo sya u dont nid 2 find answerskung y mo sya love...

kc lahat ng tao nagbabago but if u accept dat person

magbago man sya in da middle of ur relationship

hindi ka masasaktan kc u know dat darating din un..

tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo...

mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil

wala ng sasaya pa

if u let one person feel naMAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya

without asking 4 any return...

den u can say wow un pla ang

LOVE!

la lang..

wla lang...
kinda nglo2ko tag ko.. hmpf!
kya i have no choice na nman but to find another layout...
*sigh*
lpit na CHRISTMAS!
wla lang.. naala2 ko lang.. hehehe....
friday na 2mrow!
hah! uwi na nman sa pque...
pro blik ulit sa satrday pra pmsok...
*may choice ba'ko??:: wala!*
wla lang...
quiz pa sa pol. sci. 2mrow..
reporting pa sa rel.!*sigh!*
o cia, hnap pkong new layout...

*signing off...*

changed layout!

la lang.. changed layout!
hehe...
mawik can't see my page kc..kya un..
wla lang...
wla lang tlga..
*sigh*

growing old *by Melanie T. Lim

MANY people are afraid of growing old.

I'm afraid of growing old and boring.

Many people are afraid ofgrowing old, alone.

I'm afraid of growing old,insane.

Many people are afraid of losing their looks.

I'mafraid of losing my dreams.

Many people are afraid oflosing their youth.

I'm afraid of losing my soul.

When you're 15, 35 seems ancient.

When you're 35, 15 seems juvenile.

A turnaround in a split second - twodecades zoom past and before you know it, it's only amile to the next millennium.

Don't fear age- it's aright of personhood.

Don't fear death- it's God'sgreatest jest.

Don't grow old - you don't have to.

Don't date because you're desperate.

Don't marry because you're miserable.

Don't have kids because youthink your genes are superior.

Don't se paratebecauseyou think it's fashionable.

Don't drink because youhave troubles.

Don't gamble because you think winningis inevitable.

Don't philander because you thinkyou're irresistible.

Most likely, you're not.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.

Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.

Don't try to buyyourway into the kingdom of God.

Don't dictate becauseyou're smarter.

Don't demand because you're stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you're oldenoughand know better.

Don't hurt your kids because lovingthem is harder.

Don't sell your self, your family oryour ideals.

Don't stagnate.

Don't regress.

Learn a new skill.

Finda new friend.

Start a new career.

Don't live in thepast.

Time can't bring anything or anyone back.

Don'tput your life on hold for possibly Mr./Ms. Right.

Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr./Ms.Wrong because your biological clock is ticking and youcan'tafford to have your eggs harvested before the newmillennium.

There's always a mad rush to something, somewhere butvictory does not always belong to those who finishfirst.

Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only aprice to be paid for some of life's more hastydecisions.

You can't always go with the throng whocould be wrong.

Sometimes, you have to be alone to beenlightened.To terminate your loneliness, reach out to thehomeless.

To feed your nurturing instincts, care forthe needy.

To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get apuppy.

Don't bring another life into this world forall the wrong reasons.

To keep yourself warm, buy ajacket.

In the long run, it will be less complicatedand less costly.

To make yourself happy, pursue yourpassions and be the best of what you can be.

Simplify your life.

Take away the clutter.

Get rid ofdestructive elements, abusive friends, nasty habitsand dangerous liaisons.

Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdoseon duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feelingfor your family.

Be true to yourself.

Don't commit when you're not ready.

Don't keep otherswaiting needlessly.

Fall in love - it's the greatest thing on earth.

But take care and remember, after the fall must comethe rise.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.

Say those words.

Don't let the moment pass.

Do what you must even atsociety's scorn.

Write poetry.

Love deeply.

Walkbarefoot.

Hold hands.

Dance with wild abandon.

Cry atthe movies.

Take care of yourself.

Don't wait for someone to takecare of you.

You light up your life.

You driveyourself to your destination.

No one completes you -except you.

It is true that life doesn't get easier with age.

Itonly gets more challenging.

Don't be afraid.

Don'tlose your capacity to love.

Pursue your passions.

Liveyour dreams.

Don't lose faith in God.

Don't grow old. Just grow up. *

raining men!?

lolz!
wla lang..
hay, cra na nman comp sa bhay.. *im here at my aunt's house..*
o well,..
wla lang..hehehe..
bhay nga nman o, prang lyf..
damn pre! sh*t tlga!

i was reading blog a minute ago, saw ale's entry, mj0 can rel8 ako..
hay...some people are so insensitive tlga...sobrang self centered pa..

tpos that person is expecting me to be lyk her?, to act lyk her??
haller! as if! i'm TOTALLY not lyk her! iba 'to chong!
hindi ako k2lad nya! never in my entire lyf!
kung ako kelangan mg let go., so be it!
i'm happy for the both of you! goodluck!

nweiz, un na un! hehehe...
but im okei nman...and i'l be okei...
labo ko..
ah bsta un!
o cia, gtg..

*title??*

wla lang..

yestrday: aion, enrollment...k2miss dn pla mga tao sa block nmen.. lolz!;p
sympre, ngkya2n after... 'twas tina's bday kc..as usual tambay sa house nla hannah and 'inuman session'..
pro i ddn't drink...hehehe...mlmang, kung 'di ba nman ako mhli nyan pguwi ko d2.. so there, went home with 'dwin @ around six...got home mga eight na ata un...hehehe...
got my grades nren.. and as usual, i heard the lines:
"pinagaral ka pa man dn sa catholic exclusive school tpos gnto sa religion!?" -mom..
i heard that lines for the nth tyms na.. lolz!
hey! u cnt blame me, with that kind of prof?? *imagine a bulldog's face; with a rats voice*
hehehe... bad! but its true nman e..lolz!
bsyds, she's mad to the whole class, so what do we expect from her?!
and did i mention that i so h8 memorizing stuffs??
o well,.. but my grades are okei nman..

so there, i'm going to mkti l8r...
2mrow, skul ulit...

i have to fix this comp pa...from windows ME, my bro wants me to change it to Xp...

home alone!

home alone!
hehehe... wat's nEw?! lge nman e...:p
wla lang..
naubos ko na ata lhat ng food, vcds and cds d2 sa sobrang wlang mgwa!
well, 'di ko pa nman nauubos 2ng net card! hehehe...
hay, i want a new layout...badtrip nga lang i cnt fix it now kc cra mouse ko d2, so kinda manual..
hehehe...ala keyboard ng laptop ang gngwa ko d2 sa keyboard ko..:p
wla lang...
wla lang.,
wla lang....
hehehe... halata bang alang mgwa?! hmpf!
wla lang ulit...
haaaaaaaayyyyyyy...
am i making sense here?? *duh! hndi!obvious ba?! lolz!*
gsto ko lang mgtype...
satrday na nman bkas!!!! wla lang...
december na nman...hay..tym...

enuf na nga, la nkong mtype d2...

my comp is back!

wow! after ten years of not posting sumthin' here! hehehe... im back!:p
so there, dme nngyre and i can't post it all here dhl andme na nga dba?!
enweiz, i went @ my cousin's house knna sa qc...wla lang...sympre daan ng mkti, g4..pro DAAN lang ha... hmpf! hrap tlga pgsembreak, alang kickback... tsk, tsk...
aion, enrollment na nman...
wla lang tlga...
i've done wrong things... no, w8...i didn't do anything, w/c is partly wrong...e kc nman y ba i have 2 be always in the middle of an issue?! it's really hard, esp. kng between two people pa na close syo...
ANYWAYS! finish na nman un dba, dba?! okei na tyong lhat...:p
wla lang tlga akong mshare.. haaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy...lyf nga nman o, prang buhay... hehehe...:p

mawik! wla lang..:p
rach! wla lang dn! 'enx for dropping by!
ale! tanx for dropping by dn!
kae! kelan ka nmen p2nthan?!
erika! kelan?!

ukewmE: im so sori, ntnong kc e, e u know me nman, im so open...
pro okei na nman kyo dba?! bsyds, he has the ryt to know dn nman, and np2ncn dn nman kc nya... c u sa enrolment! i'm glad we'r okei na.. no hard feelings ha! kinda na-misunderstood lang nya, kht na inexplain ko sknya un, he thot the 'wrong thing'...bsta, okei na..okei?!

rach! wla lang..bak sa choir, uhmmm... i dnt think so..:p

My Special List

I have a list of folks I know...
all written in a book,
And every now and then..
I go and take a look.

That is when I realize
these names... they are a part,
not of the book they're written in...
but taken from the heart.

For each Name stands for someone...
who has crossed my path sometime,
and in that meeting they have become...
the reason and the rhyme.

Although it sounds fantastic...
for me to make this claim,
I really am composed...
of each remembered name.

Although you're not aware...
of any special link,
just knowing you, has shaped my life...
more than you could think.

So please don't think my greeting...
as just a mere routine,
your name was not...
forgotten in between.

For when I send a greeting...
that is addressed to you,
it is because you're on the list...
of folks I'm indebted to.

So whether I have known you...
for many days or few,
in some ways you have a part...
in shaping things I do.

I am but a total...
of many folks I've met,
you are a friend I would prefer...
never to forget.

Thank you for being my friend!

- Contributed by LMMyers

hwla lang... tntmad ako mgpost!
2 make this post short, SINGLE NKO ULIT! hahaha..
go gurl!

knna, ngchoir ako.. wow! ako ba to?! hahaha... infairness, nmiss ko ung old tyms... aaw tear...

3rd, finals na! and di pko ngaaral... tsk, tsk.. bad...

aion, hnap pko ng new layout..

ciao!

Classy things to say when stressed:

1. "Okay, okay! I take it back. Unfuck you!!!"
2. "You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing?!"
3. "How many times do I have to flush before you go away?"
4. "Well this day was a total waste of make-up"
5. "Well aren't we a bloody ray of sunshine?"
6. "Don't bother me, I'm living happily ever after."
7. "Do I look like a fucking people person!"
8. "This isn't an office. It's HELL with fluorescent lighting"
9. "I started out with nothing still have most of it left"
10. "I pretend to work, they pretend to pay me"
11. "YOU!!... off my planet!!!"
12. "Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble plastic is cheap. You choose"
13. "Practice random acts of intelligence and senseless acts of self-control"
14. "Errors have been made. Others will be blamed"
15. "And your cry-baby, whiny-assed opinion would be.....?"
16. "I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years."
17. "Sarcasm is just one more service I offer."
18. "Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed"
19. "Do they ever shut up on your planet?"
20. "I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable"
21. "Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realise you haven't gone to sleep yet"
22. "Back off!! You're standing in my aura."
23. "Don't worry. I forgot your name too."
24. "I just want revenge. Is that so wrong?"
25. "I work 45 hours a week to be this poor."
26. "Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it."
27. "Not all men are annoying. Some are dead."
28. "Wait...I'm trying to imagine you with a personality"
29. "Chaos, panic and disorder . . . my work here is done."
30. "Ambivalent? Well yes and no."
31. "You look like shit. Is that the style now?"
32. "Earth is full. Go home."
33. "Aw, did I step on your poor little bitty ego?"
34. "I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert."
35. "A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth."
36. "You are depriving some village of an idiot."
37. "If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport."

after 10 years..

after 10 years.. ngyon lang ulit ako ngupd8... hay, dme na nman kyo nmiss sa lyf ko.. hehehehe..
nweiz, wla lang...

belated haburdei Lem!

aion, d2 nko sa dorm..knna pa...
kbdtrip lang ung saleslady sa silver works...
and dme tao sa sm manila... ngtaka pa e noh... duh! sale!
hahaha...

o cia, tntmad nko mgtyp..

ciao!

phet's bday

aion, saw mawik and the crowd knna sa may tryc station..sympre bangag pko that tym..
came from phet's debut last nyt @ binagonan rizal..
hehehe... ansya! uminom ako, pro 1 glass lang...pro lkas pren ng effect..hehehe...
met emman and denis din, macoy's cousin na from baste..c macoy ung tropa ni moris na ni phet...
la lang...msya... k2mis lang tlga c phet.. i heard na mgddrop out na cya.. tsk,tsk.. l2pat na ng skul...
aion..wla lang... i'm not in the mood to type here the whole story..bsta msya..
and may psok na nman bkas..........haaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy...............

advance haburdei to my mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p

after 10 years..

ookei... u guys missed half of my life.. lolz! joke!
la lang.. i'm so hapi! congrats nyko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p
hehehehe... aug. 22, 2004; a cinderella story @ sm mla.. with my luv..
*gets?!* UN na Un!!!!!!!!!!
how i wish na mgtgal kme...kht na may mga umeepal... well, thanks to apple! dhl sknya mjo lmlyo na ung epal..
cno ba nman kcng may gsto sa gurl na ngp2kbaba ka pra sa guy...dhl lam nya na nngh2na c eric pg nk2kita cya ng gurl na umiiyak, sympre gnon ggwen ng gurl.. ahh, ewan.. trust nlang tlga..
and i know my frends are there nman e.. hehehe.. sympre cla apple and frank ksbay nmen... hehehehe...wla lang..

aion, closing ng sportsfest smyaw kme.. eric, frank, sedric, yu, aldwin, me, ivy, rach, dia, aki...
pakshet! infront of all people pre! *well, snay ako sa stage mjo dim kc and infront af an all gurls na crowd..
i was shaking tlga that time, pro the show must go on..kya cge.. pro 'twas fun nman...


o cia, gtg...

mawik: amishu! saw u nga with kae... grbe, haba na ng hair ni kae!
i wish witness nyo nga mga changes sa lyf ko.. if only pwde ako smli sa prex, pro knowing na ngddorm ako..mlabo..

from a mail

THE PREMISE of this article lies on the principle that sometimes, loving a person doesn't mean it has to be romantic and loving a person for the rest of your life doesn't mean you have to end up marrying them. Can a man and a woman just be friends? I'd say yes and they should be.

Hindi dahil kinaibigan ka, liligawan ka na. Not every guy who befriends you has an ulterior motive. Get over yourself. Don't flatter yourself. There is a reason why he befriended you, but don't automatically assume that it's because he wants to be your so-called boyfriend. If this will be the principle you'll follow every time someone asks you to be his friend, you're gonna miss a great deal from the friendship.

Hindi dahil mabait sa iyo, nililigawan ka na. There are people who are naturally sweet and kind. There are people who are innately good and no matter how wicked you seem, they just find it so easy to be kind to you. It doesn't mean he is courting you. Don't put yourself through unnecessary stress trying to figure out if he's courting you or not. Because I think if he is, you won't have to guess, you'll know and you'll be very certain about it.

Hindi dahil he talks to you a lot, he loves you na. You don't befriend a person if you absolutely abhor him, right? Chances are you make sense when he talks to you, or you're probably very patient listening to him. The two of you probably connect on some level but why does it always have to be assumed to be romantic? Being two intelligent, mature human beings, you need to accept that it's nice to share a cup of coffee over a stimulating conversation, and that you don't have to automatically put romantic connotation to it. Relieve yourself of the pressure. It's just coffee and a shared interest.

Hindi dahil cute ang friend mo, crush/love mo na siya. This is the most amusing thing that hit me lately. People always assume that because your friend is cute or should I say, hot (because cute is a word you describe your high school crush while hot is a word you use to describe a hunk), "lakas amats mo na for repapips!" Let me just say this, at least from my own personal experience, I'm just nearsighted, I haven't gone blind. I can still appreciate God's creation! However, there will always be weird things, crazy things, stupid things that will keep you, believe me, from having a crush on him. First of all, you'd know his history with women, enough to judge what's good for you. Second, don't you just hate it when a guy who's absolutely always put together, who looks intelligent enough pronounces the word country as "kawntri" and the word mango as "meynggo." Call me crazy for judging a person just because he can't pronounce these words right. I admit, I'm crazy.

Hindi dahil you hang out with each other most of the time, you'd end up being boyfriend-girlfriend. Self-explanatory... There are a thousand, no million different reasons why things don't always turn out that way. There is no one proven formula. For all we know, the reason why he likes hanging out with you is because he likes getting kikay tips from you. He probably plans on being kikay himself and he needs a mentor.

A dinner with a guy friend does not necessarily mean equate to a date. Especially if you're paying for your share no. Hello? Three things to consider: the place, the topic and how the two of you actually planned to meet. First, how it was planned. If it were a date expect that he would ask you out at least three days before the actual date to give you some lead time, to give you the notion that you are not just a filler on his schedule. Second, the place. If it were a real date, the both of you would want real food and a place where you could really talk things through.
Don't go out with a guy to a movie on Friday night if you're really serious about him. Going to a movie is more like treating him like a "filler" just because you had nothing to do on a Friday night so you might as well go out. Topic. Ha! You wouldn't be talking about chikang artista, chikang opisina or argue if the one girl's boobs are real or not. You would be probably talking about sensible, quite personal stuff.

I therefore conclude that platonic relationships are never complicated; people just have tendencies to complicate them.

got this from shea's entry

A Song of Despairtranslated
by w.s.merwin

The memory of you emerges from the night around me.
The river mingles its stubborn lament with the sea.
Deserted like the dwarves at dawn.
It is the hour of departure, oh deserted one!
Cold flower heads are raining over my heart.
Oh pit of debris, fierce cave of the shipwrecked.
In you the wars and the flights accumulated.
From you the wings of the song birds rose.
You swallowed everything, like distance.
Like the sea, like time.
In you everything sank!
It was the happy hour of assault and the kiss.
The hour of the spell that blazed like a lighthouse.
Pilot's dread, fury of blind driver,turbulent drunkenness of love, in you everything sank!
In the childhood of mist my soul, winged and wounded.
Lost discoverer, in you everything sank!
You girdled sorrow, you clung to desire,sadness stunned you, in you everything sank!
I made the wall of shadow draw back,beyond desire and act, I walked on.
Oh flesh, my own flesh, woman whom I loved and lost,I summon you in the moist hour, I raise my song to you.
Like a jar you housed infinite tenderness and the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar.
There was the black solitude of the islands,and there, woman of love, your arms took me in.
There was thirst and hunger, and you were the fruit.
There were grief and ruins, and you were the miracle.
Ah woman, I do not know how you could contain mein the earth of your soul, in the cross of your arms!
How terrible and brief my desire was to you!
How difficult and drunken, how tensed and avid.
Cemetery of kisses, there is still fire in your tombs,still the fruited boughs burn, pecked at by birds.
Oh the bitten mouth, oh the kissed limbs,oh the hungering teeth, oh the entwined bodies.
Oh the mad coupling of hope and forcein which we merged and despaired.
And the tenderness, light as water and as flour.
And the word scarcely begun on the lips.
This was my destiny and in it was my voyage of my longing,and in it my longing fell, in you everything sank!
Oh pit of debris, everything fell into you,what sorrow did you not express, in what sorrow are you notdrowned!
From billow to billow you still called and sang.
Standing like a sailor in the prow of a vessel.
You still flowered in songs, you still brike the currents.
Oh pit of debris, open and bitter well.
Pale blind diver, luckless slinger,lost discoverer, in you everything sank!
It is the hour of departure, the hard cold hourwhich the night fastens to all the timetables.
The rustling belt of the sea girdles the shore.Cold stars heave up, black birds migrate.
Deserted like the wharves at dawn.
Only tremulous shadow twists in my hands.
Oh farther than everything.
Oh farther than everything.
It is the hour of departure.
Oh abandoned one!

mood::swings

Mood Changes, once in a blue moon, from being blue to being happy.
Happiness doesn't stay long, but being blue sticks like crazy glue.
Even if i am happy, people often ask me why I look so depressed.
Maybe I am.
Other people ask why I'm always happy like there's nothing wrong in the world.
Maybe I just don't care. I often hide my true feelings from everyone.
People who often see me think that i am a happy young lady without a care in the world, but the few people who really know, who have read my journals or sees through my outer shell, knows what kind of emotions are in me. These people often call me "weird".
I often get through the day without even talking about me.
However, when love comes into your life, that's a completely different ballgame.
Can't go on hiding everything anymore.
I let it out more often now, writing more, opening up more.
I have to, not because of obligation, because of Love.

home alone

wla lang...
opening the wncaa, as usual pno ng kulasa ang ultra knna.. saw the players..
sister mikee and sister jonep dn... hahaha...
mya laban ng st.scho and miriam...ceu & ua&p...

yestrday, kla karen kme nktmbay kc alang tv sa razz...
hmph! may isang talo na ang admu, at sa ue pa!
pro okei lang...isa pa lang nman...:p

nweiz, pnygan nko sa debut ni phet! yey! lolz!
okei, so wat am i gonna wear?!!!!!!!!
pool or beach party, hawaiian attire...and isa pko sa 18 treasures..
think!!!!!!!!! pro i have sumthin' on my mind na, pro im havin' doubts pren.
hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm............ any suggestions??????

hwla lang... i have nothing else to do..pro lpet na mid terms...

mawik: ano?sa 21??? di ako gnon ka-sure ha..

hAppI AnnIv!!!!!!!!!!
miss ko na kyo!!!!!!!!!!!!

rants

wla lang..
all of a sudden, i dnt feel updating my blog... hehehe...
or i just have no enough tym for this... sa sobrang dme ng nngy2re, i cnt hardly remember dem ol wen i'm infront of this comp. na.
hahaha... o well,.

cuz!!!!!!!!!!! yakang yaka ba ang upcat! hehehe...kaw pa!

cge, ulan pa! wla lang..

missin' my HS frends..

college is really diff..
i can't even predict people's attitude these days..
they dnt even care if they got 5 on almost all of their subjects..
well, they get shocked at first...but after that, they'll just do the same old routine.
hay, bsta ako, i cnt afford to get low grades...kht na anjan ang bisyo, go pa dn..
nax! hahaha..


nweiz, aion...got rid of smoking na, pgmay occassion nlang.. that's what i promised to my bessy.. wow! gudgurl ba?! hahaha..
sa mga mk2bsa nto, quiet nlang kyo...:p

dilemma

pakshet!!! mhrap ba pmli sa dlwa?!? hay, lyf.. u can't have all the things u want, a'yt!? so please, think hard!!!

ARiEs

Aries (March 21 - April 19) The simplest tasks could turn difficult during the first half of August. Doing a good job gets tough when it seems that everyone turns stubborn on you. But you won’t feel low and gloomy for too long! By month's end, you decide to get things done yourself instead of waiting for people to sing the same tune.

whew! soooo dead tired!

so there, after 10 yEars, mk2pgpost nko ulit!.. tpos na prelims! whoohoo!
hahaha.. so mega shopping me knna sa mkti...
bought jeans, top, new wallet, rubber shoes, glam belt, and a bag..
and now, start from scratch... have only P300 left! waaah!
aion, supposedly asa Q.C. ako 2nyt @ jam's haus, party...inuman..
nah! as if p2ygan...
wla lang..
nEed to go, hehehe.. im not in the mood to type all the things that happened for the past few days..

ciao!

miss my kada..

wla lang.. npascan ko na ung grad kada pix... here's some of my fave shots..


*look!!*


*charlie's angels!*

lolz! obvious ba na we bought our clothes at the same time??:p

kae: it's better to loose a phone than ur lyf...

oN saying gudbye..from my mail..

On Saying Goodbye:
An Application of the Phenomenological Method

Jose Tale

      I have said goodbye so many times.  And perhaps will be saying goodbye many more times.  It is not just the goodbye one says to somebody he has just met.  Nor is it the “so long” that one says to another when both go their separate ways for the moment.  Not that such goodbyes are really goodbyes. But that I am referring to the one I say to persons who I will be geographically away from for a considerable stretch of time – two weeks, a month, a semester, a year, or perhaps, forever.
      When I was three years old, I said goodbye to my parents when they left me, for the time being, in the care of my lola in Iligan City.  My father then was just appointed Justice of Peace in Valencia, Negros Oriental.  Two years later, our whole family moved to Valencia, and so, I said goodbye again, this time to my lola.  Later on, I said more goodbyes as family usually went on vacation trips.  Then, right after graduating from high school, I said two goodbyes that were the hardest to say yet.  I left home for a foreign land thousand of miles across the Pacific, to be away from my dear parents, brothers and friends for a whole year.  After that year was over, I said goodbye to that same foreign land, which in a sense, has become another home for me, but whose wide expanse I may not hope to visit in a long time.  And then, right now.  I am in college and away from home.  As such, I say goodbye to my many friends here when I leave for home during the vacations.
      Yes, I have said goodbye so many times that somehow, I have succeeded in taking a parting scene for granted.  Oftentimes, I say goodbye, as a matter of course, as a habit, as a mere word that one usually says when he or the other leaves.  Just that,  A word for formality’s sake,  Nothing more.
      But is it nothing more?
      I wonder.  I don’t think so…Or is it?  If it is not, what else could it be?  Or rather, what really is behind my saying goodbye?
      To move further, I must now therefore set aside all my preset notions, my usual attitude towards saying goodbye.  I suspend all my judgments, neither affirming nor negating, and view the act of saying goodbye with a certain detachment.  I go back to the experience itself and ask, “What is goodbye?”      A goodbye is utterance of the word, is a handshake, or the wave of the hand, is misty eyes and a faint smile, or perhaps, a tight embrace and heavy sobs and buckets of tears.  It is “adios”, “sayonara”, “arreviderci”, or “paalam”.  A goodbye is all these.  But it is not just all these.  The above are only the externalizations, outward manifestations of some mixed inner feelings, anticipated or advanced feelings of nostalgia, of longing, of missing the other.  Anticipated or advanced because the persons involved do not really feel the actual longing as yet, before or even at the very moment of parting.  Mixed as these feelings are, there is a certain unity in them, in that they stem from the idea that one will be apart, will be away, will be “absent” from the other.
      It is then understandable why one who feels this advanced state of being absent to the other, is apprehensive for that exact moment of the goodbye, of the parting.  He is so uneasy.  He knows that the moment will come, but he does not want to it to come.  As much as possible, one postpones and postpones.  The waiting can take so long.  And the longer one tarries about it, the more he becomes uneasy, the more he prolongs the “agony” of the apprehensiveness.  One continues to delay as if one dreaded it.
      Why?  What is it that makes one “dread” goodbyes?      Most often, perhaps, it is because of the anticipated feeling of “absence” from each other.  Absence involves a certain loss.  One is here, the other is not.  The other is far away, and one misses his company, his actual physical presence.  Perhaps it is a loss of a sense of togetherness.  Perhaps.  But is it entirely a loss?  Some situations seem to indicate otherwise.  The absence might even be looked upon as a way of strengthening the sense of togetherness.  “Absence makes the heart grow fonder,” as some say.  When the persons involved are apart from each other, one realizes how much the other means, how strongly one is attached to the other.  One also gets a better perspective of the relationships when the other is not present.  Perhaps, it is also true that, “When you part from your friend, you grieve not; For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain” (Kahlil Gibran).
      What is it then that makes a goodbye a goodbye?  Is it the anticipated loss of the other brought about by the absence, or is it the gain one can hope to achieve from the same absence?  Or is it both?  Or is it something more basic?  Why does one anticipate the loss or the gain, or both gain and loss that is brought about by the absence of the other?      I must now therefore come to the eidos of a goodbye, to what precisely gives the same meaning, and not just as a mere word that can be said matter-of-factly and without significance.
      Going back to the very experience itself, I notice that I say goodbye only to persons I know, and more than that, to persons I know fairly well, those with whom I have grown some attachment, to those persons I have learned to give a damn about.  In short, my goodbyes can have significance only if I say it to a person I particularly care for in some way, great or small.  I cannot, in other words feel the anticipated loss and the hoped-for gain the absence of a person will bring me if I do not even care about the person, if he does not even mean anything to me in the first place.  A caring for the other person, a giving a damn, is therefore the essence of a goodbye that is meaningful.  How meaningful the goodbye is corresponds to how strong the caring for, the giving a damn about the other is.
      It is the at this point that I become conscious that I am a part of the experience itself.  As such, I reduce the experience of saying goodbye to my own view of it.  It is myself who gives validity and significance to my idea of what it is to care, and consequently of whom to care for.  This point of view is personal, is subjective.  However, it is also intersubjective.  How much I care for the other is affected by how he accepts the care I give and how he reciprocates.  Thus, it is not only my own concept that gives goodbye its validity and significance.
      But then, some questions arise.  Is the care I give to a person lessened when I have become so accustomed to his being away from me and I from him?  Is to care for this person and for another, like cutting a piece of cake, that when I give one piece, I necessarily deprive the other of the same piece?
      But this is another set of questions.
      And to consider them, I must start all over again.

A caring for the other person, a giving a damn, is therefore the essence of a goodbye that is meaningful.

 
hahaha..wla lang.. phenomenological method... *aaw, 4th year speech, k2miss*:c

once agen.

labo ng title..
hehehe..
nweiz, just the same w/ mawik's day.. myn started out not ryt..
woke up hearing my mom's voice once agen.. mga 630 un, tpos ntpos ko bshin ung isang unit sa bio.sci. *wow! ako ba 2??!* hehehe.. e pano, i wasn't able to study yestrday 'coz of tv, comp, and phone.. hahaha...
so un, went sa church w/ my dad and bro and our new maid.. yep, we have a new maid, pro and2 pren ung b4, ble 2 na cla.. but the new one i think will help sa business, ung old one will stay here sa haus.. pro wat's new?? my bro and i will still do the same old routine..
as i was saying, 10am mass, saw lem, chino, krizel & her sistahs, nique and co... hmla! pnnsin ako ni lem...hehehe..akalain mo nga nman na lumilipas dn pla ang pnhon..-joke!:p so there,
mjo may intndhan nren kme ni eric na he'll make iwas to me and to my group kc glit2 na daw sknya cla rach, grace and tinay..pro di pren Daw mw2la ung feeling na.. nah! as if! well, for me, okei lang..i know nman na mhal pa dn nya x nya..i told him na rn na he can't love 2 person at the same tym...

o cia, mgh2nap pko ng populaion watever for bio sci, and this keyboard here is starting to annoy me.. *argh!*

ay! phbol..just wanna share my txt conversation w/ julius the other day nung asa dorm pko..
julius: msta na?? san ka npsok ngyon??
vAn: okei lang..ceu, d2 nga ako sa dorm e.. kaw??msta na seminarista??
julius: okei lang, d2 ako sa la salle dasma e.. hehehe..di ko maimagine na mgppari ako..
vAn: tlga?? ano course mo?? e jan dn c joanne..
julius: nursing, oo nga e, nk2ta daw nyko..pro cya, di ko nk2ta..
vAn: wow! kaw ba yan?? hehehe...
julius: oo, ako 2! pro kung mgmmadre ka, bka mgdalwang icp ako.. hehehe..:p
vAn: ngerks! ako mdre?? di ko maimagine...
julius: haha..pilitin mo imgnin..:p grbe, ako nlang ang gcng d2 sa boarding house..
vAn: di ko tlga kya..:p tlga??e kme nga d2 ngmmidnyt snack plang... msta nman luvlyf nten jan??
julius: hehehe..pki sbe, 'hi' sa mga ka-roomm8s mo.. wla e.. kaw??
vAn: hehehe.. cge., mjo mlbo, pero sna mgng okei.
julius: gnon?? bsta pgkailngan moko..d2 lang ako..
vAn: hahaha.. 'enx! infairness, nmiss ko ung gnto, prang nung gradeschool tyo..hahaha..dma na drama!
julius: o nga! antanda na pla nten..:p cmba ka ba sa cmbhan nten?
van: ewan ko lang..mnsan, kc *explain 'bout sa nov.1 issue*
julius: gnon? kla ko sobrang lala..
vAn:hehehe.. sbhin mo lang pgm22log ka na ha..
julius: bka di ko na msbe kc bgla nlang p2kit mata ko..
vAn: o cge, 2 log ka na jan..kwa2 ka nman.. hehehe.. nytie!
julius: okei.. dandang nyt! sweet dweems!

hehehe..wla lang..:p

LoNginG..

when my last relationship ended, i wanted to take my time. to rediscover myself. to strengthen my sense of self. i was determined to feel at ease with myself. alone, but not lonely. strong. capable.

i've been alone for almost two years now. and i feel proud of the changes in myself. the progress i've made. the way in which i have come to appreciate things about myself i had long since forgotten. now, more than ever, i feel able to be a partner. i know who i am. i know what i want. what i need.

but, now...lately...increasingly...i ache for the comforts of a relationship. the support. the partnership. the sense of peace that comes from knowing that there is someone waiting at the end of the day.

someone to be my cheerleader. my honest critic. the one who gets my monty python references. my obscure movie quotes.

and, of course, there are the other things i miss.

i've worked hard to make myself forget. forget what it feels like to long for someone. forget how good it feels for someone to long for you. i won't let myself think about how long it's been since someone held my hand.

and then, when you least expect it, someone comes along. out of the blue. with no warning. and he looks at you and your breathing gets shallow. and you fumble with your answers to his questions. and he makes you feel as though it's just the two of you talking. that you're not in the middle of a loud and crowded room.

okei, now am i making sense??
this is too much of my mushy syd na!
haha..:p

try this!

try nyo'to! astig!

candy mag

ARIES
by: candy mag

Aries
(March 21 - April 19)
You get caught in fun and games during the first week of July, and it’ll cause enough euphoria to keep you floating on cloud nine! Be sure you stay steady and constant in school throughout this exciting month, or you won’t be smiling for long. The 23rd pulls you back together and you finally get work done. You even rub off some good influence on buds still in party mode.

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check out Mrs. Mendoza-Quibilan's work!
hehehe.. a former kulasa and atenean..Literature Teacher back in HS..

suspended!!!

hahaha..wla lang.. :p
so un, hngang 1 lang kme.. so mjo ngpyat pko last nyt pra sa assign. sa phy. sci. knna..
enweiz, okei nren un..:p
aion, after class tambay buong class sa comp. shop nla karen pra gmwa ng assign for bio sci. 2mrow..
after nun, hntid ako ulit ni eric d2 sa dorm with matching carry ng things ko and ng umbrella.. o dba, hehehe...
pro di nman ako mnhid e..nweiz, dn't want to jump into conclusions and to listen to what people say..ba'la na.. bsta im happy for now.. and that's wat important..:p
aion, aika went sa sm manila w/ her blockm8s to wathc spiderman, c kae dn w/ her bf, c ate ayn dn sa makati.. ako, 2mrow pa..w/ the whole class..hehehe..gudluck nlang smen!
so there, mjo di ko feel layout ko.. very childish..hahaha... feeling matured!
ampotah! cnt find the ryt layout.. tsk, tsk...

mawik! i think ng gain ako ng weight or mjo bmlik sa dti ktwan ko.. promise! foodtrip ako this week, last nyt may midnight snack pa kme ng mga roomm8s ko.. pizza and ice cream.. wla lang!;p

sunday na nman

na-dc ako knna, wyl typing a very long post..
pakshet! tntmad nko mgtyp!!!!!!!
2 make it short down mga onlyn album ta's i tried monkeyview, pnget cya..ta's went sa mass knna, l8 nko dmteng and accdg to people pmpyat nko! i need some fats!!!!!!!!!! :p
i'll get used to it, im sure..

mawik: long hair dude! naintriga tlga ako knna kung cno ung ngoorgan na long hair e..can't be ate emm nman.. hehehe.. kung gano khba ng hair mo gnon tyo ktgal di ngkta..:p

home alone

had a great sleep last nyt..hehehe..
mjo im feelin' well nren..
and im all alone here...my mom went sa Pizzito Melano to have a seminar or something with my aunt and maid..ngfranchise cla and sa monday na i-oopen..it's an italian pizza parlor..ewan ko lang ha..bsta pizza parlor cya..
2mrow bka mkpgcmba ako! i mean serve..hehehe... my parents will go somewhere kc 2mrow morning and i wish early morning ung morning nla..:p wla lang.. share ko lang..

manila trauma

wednsday:
early morning i wanted the day to end and to go back here @ p'que, eat all lutong bahay that i love, rest in my bed w/ my 5 pillows, sit infront of my comp. and to be able to watch t.v...
english period w/ our prof who teaches dn @ san beda..
after prayer he said: "st. benedict.." i answered "pray for us." shmpre all of my classm8s didn't know wat to reply kc st. benedict is the patron saint of san beda and st.scho, and definitely not ceu's. tpos he continued.. "that in all things..." i answered again *ONLY i* "...God may be glorified." this is wat we say every after prayer at st.scho and san beda.. i'm really used to it, kya upto know i still say that sentence on my mind lang every after prayer..

thursday:
wat a day!!!!!!!! had my period, went to bpi to get my atm card, ta's went to g4 to meet with kae and roseann supposedly..pro ann wasn't able to make it..
here's the worst part of the day:
--i almost got lost way back sa dorm.. i rode mrt then lrt, and i was expecting jeeps sa ila2lim ng lrt, pro wla..ta's i followed people nlang sa main highway.. ta's i asked the driver kung da2an ng ceu and he said 'yes'.. bndang quiapo i noticed na prang 'di cya da2an dun so i asked agen, then the stupid driver said na ppntang espanya un.. the hell! good enough na wen i asked him agen sakto sa street na nili2kuan on the way to ceu..e im not that sure that tym, kya un..i have no choice to take a cab nlang..
sa dorm: wen i entered our room, amoy nasunog.ta's i saw aika's letter to ate ayn na umusok ung adaptor..buti nlang di nasira ung laptop.. ta's un, i w8d for them sa study area, i txtd kae*one of my room8s* pra mgpabili ng siopao kc i was craving for it that day, i dunno why.. e g2bhin daw cya, tpos c aika nman left her phone sa cabinet, ate ayn nman the next day pa uuwi..aion, e i was really desperate to eat a siopao...at around 7pm i went to 711, i set my mind that tym na not all the tym im with someone who can go with me everywhere i go..kya un, from 711 going back sa dorm a red car stopped with a decent guy around 20's na, i thot he's gonna ask for directions or sumthing.. but hell NO! he asked the rudest and really freaky question i ever heard in my 4/5 years of studying in manila..
ampotah! i really freaked out to the point na i cried for an hour ata ta's i really thot i was going to be insane kc i have no one to talk to there..good thing was that i txtd mawik and kae..grbe, just bcause of that stupid siopao that i wanted.. * it really sounds funny* aion, wen i talked to my room8s about that, ate ayn told me nlang na buti nlang nothing worst than that happened.
there i came to realize na un pa nga lang nk2loka na sa sobrang trauma wat more pa kya ung mga may body contact..
aion, kya for those who'll study at manila, be really careful..sa lgay kung to na mg55years na dun.. aion..
knna i told my mom na bout that..dpat di ko s2bhin e, nsbi nya na she wasn't able to sleep last nyt..e una kong cnbe sknya knna na nlgnat ako kgbe..kya un, kya daw cgro gnon kc she can sense na something bad happend nga.. ta's ska ko nren cnbe sknya..but my dad and bro doesn't know bout it... aion, hngang ngyn i have fever pa.. i dunno if it's because of stress and change of weather or psychological because of wat happened last nyt..

i hope to feel better tom...

pra sa mga kapwa kulasa *HS ha..*

anlupet neto..miss knA mga bAliw sa mundO.. ung class nA karamihAn ay
nagpapierce sa dilA,ung class nA galit sa chem at adviser nilA.. ung
class nA ang gulo-gulo.. ung class na nainis sA teacher nA tibO sa
filipinO.. anlupet tlga netO! sobrAng miss knA kAyo..grAbe nmn kc d2
e..ndi kA pwede magpakabAliw.ung twang, nakakahAwa..ndi kA pwedeng
tumawa ng wla lng..kainis! hehe! hAYnko..tas mAi mga Boys pA..
kakahiyA maglantad ng kagaguhAn..epAl.. pAg kAyo ksma kc,khit ano
pwede..khit ano,tanggAp.. d2,kelangn pang konting magpapanggAp..
grAbe! snA mkasama kO na kAyo.. snA matuloy rin..hehe! :) ung pAMilyA
ko d2,miss knA kayo.mOmmy pAuee.. mga sistahs!.. tito tere..ung mga ampon at mga pet nAmin.. khit
ung mga umeepAL..at sumama,cge..miss kna rin cla.. c LolA..hehe! asan
knA?!.. grAbe tlga.. malupet nA parusA to sa nagmamahAl like me..
haha! arte! mahaL ko kAyo..pero ampotAh di ko kAyo makasamA.. hAy..
ayun..ingat kAYo lagE! goodluck nlng sa lhAt.. sa studies, family and
lovelife! single pArin ang mgA tAo ngyON.. at over nA dun sa
hinayupAk na animaL na un..
ampotaAH!..di ko alm.. aun..un lng.. kwento kwento nlng.

m!ss ko nA kyOng lhat!

*got this from eka's blog*

IBA TALAGA KAPAG KULASA KA

pakshet! miss ko na st. scho! as in! iba pla talaga..
hay nako..buset..yoko sa class ko ngayon..ok ung iba pero iba talagang mga gago..
tapos hirap pa mag-adjust kse coed na..kakahiya maglabas ng kagaguhan..
grabe talaga..miss ko na kayo!
van, kae, mel (miss na kitang seatmate!), rose ann..henson kulot (ano? sumikat ba ang PAULINE sa dlsu?? ah basta 4ever henson kulot ka sken!hehe..grabe, wala ng tumatawa sa mga corny jokes ko..), jc, kuhol, kri, tere (tito terry!), betsy (oist, wala na kong partner sa dirty dancing..ahahaha!), marci, meg (meggy babes!), cheska (miss ko na ung mga boylets nten sa music room), 3L, 4A, ung mga naka-bond ko sa ssc..kung cno cno pa..basta miss ko na batch nten..miss ko na st. scho..CA 4 people, hinahanap ko ung rice terraces..ahehehe..

haaaay.

etch nyo bulok! (shiyet! mrs. isidro! kakamiss talaga..)

tangna talaga..kakaiba..
gimik tayo one time..kelangan kong mag-unwind..

IBA TALAGA KAPAG KULASA KA *from eka's blog*

IBA TALAGA KAPAG KULASA KA

pakshet! miss ko na st. scho! as in! iba pla talaga..
hay nako..buset..yoko sa class ko ngayon..ok ung iba pero iba talagang mga gago..
tapos hirap pa mag-adjust kse coed na..kakahiya maglabas ng kagaguhan..
grabe talaga..miss ko na kayo!
van, kae, mel (miss na kitang seatmate!), rose ann..henson kulot (ano? sumikat ba ang PAULINE sa dlsu?? ah basta 4ever henson kulot ka sken!hehe..grabe, wala ng tumatawa sa mga corny jokes ko..), jc, kuhol, kri, tere (tito terry!), betsy (oist, wala na kong partner sa dirty dancing..ahahaha!), marci, meg (meggy babes!), cheska (miss ko na ung mga boylets nten sa music room), 3L, 4A, ung mga naka-bond ko sa ssc..kung cno cno pa..basta miss ko na batch nten..miss ko na st. scho..CA 4 people, hinahanap ko ung rice terraces..ahehehe..

haaaay.

etch nyo bulok! (shiyet! mrs. isidro! kakamiss talaga..)

tangna talaga..kakaiba..
gimik tayo one time..kelangan kong mag-unwind..

iba tlga pg kulasa ka..

hehehe...yep, yep! uwi ako sa pque 2mrow.. :p
wla lang... the truth is, msya sa dorm and pgmlpit sa skul, pro iba pren pla pg asa haus..
o well, i chose this e..kya cge, k2ynin.. hahaha..as if hrap na hrap..
aion, last sunday ng afternoon.. ges wat??! monday nko nhtid. grbe tlgang kmlsan..
1st umulan, so given na na iha2tid me thru car,. tpos flat tyr pa! e antgas pa ng ulo ng mga tao sa haus,. aion, no choice..monday ng sobrang morning..
ta's dpat meet kme ni tin ng 9am sa coop 2 buy books..sbay ngtxt ang loka na mlyo pa cya..aion, nk2log nko't lhat hbang nka-uniform na sa dorm..
ta's un.. erick and rachel broke up na..5 days cla ngtgal, o dba?? san ka pa??
aion, wla lang.. im sooo hungry na..
share ko lang..

i really miss HS.. haaay..
sa title.. "iba tlga pgkulasa ka"
hehehe.. wla lang.. now ko lang na-aapreciate ung pgka-kulasa ko..
kht saan mgpnta stand out tlga.. iba tlga pramis! mpa dorm and skul, kht sa ateneo and lasalle..
hehehe...sobra2 na nga self esteem ko e...
oh well, iba tlga kme from the rest..:p

got this from mawik's blog..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

continuation lang..

as i was saying.. dme nngyare nung tues...
pro i'll make it short nlang...
lalong smya ung class..kalog lhat kht mga gurls, laugh trip always..
guys make fun of our gay classm8s, mjo below the belt na, ung iba nk2ride on, pero there was this tym na sobra na pngt2wnan nla ung gay..* mjo look alyk ni teri ba un..ung look alyk ni nora aunor* e di nya ntake kya walk out sa room sbay slam ng door, as in anlkas! aion, tpos pg may pnppass na paper with our names on it dpat seperate ang gurls sa boys..they put his paper on the gurls..kya un, sympre tendency nun, twanan buong class..bad! pero isa ako sa mga un.kya un.. ta's meh mga dmgdag sa group nmen, until now..hehehe..

wed: hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm...aion, bangag...ngpuyat dhl sa assignments na asa ntbk ko nung 3rd year na nwa2la, kya i have to research, start from crap..
may nanakawan ng 6600 sa class.. the story goes lyk this...
l8 ung mga guys kc nging 3 hours vacant nmen kc di dmting ung prof..e there's this rule na if the prof is not yet there in 15 mins, we can go na...aion... tpos the guys went to sm manila..e nxt subj ung filipino..mlmang l8 cla..tpos may nksunod sknla na stranger na hnhnap ung prof nmen...edi lbas prof nmen...the stranger introduced herself as the mother of her former student na ik2sal na from LA, and na2lo daw sa lotto..and she was asking our prof if she could go down with her to get a BIG pasalubong from her daughter and kme dn daw may pslbong..* weirdo* e our prof want to prove kung it's true nga, pro she can't barely remember ung student na un. since prof's are not allowed nman to leave their class in the middle of discussion, she asked jp & erick to go with the lady...so they did..ta's the gurl ask them to go to the other bldg. to get our pasalubongs (cds daw) but before that she saw jp's cp, ta's she asked him if she could borrow his phone kc ppictutan daw nya prof nmen * wat an excuse dba?!?* e we dunno wat the hell is wrong with him @ pnhram nya..ta's un, pgblik nla wla na ung lady...he cried pa nga sa class..comfort nman kme tpos the guys went downstairs to make habol pa the lady if ever maabutan nla..e wla na.. aion... k2tkot ever!!! e kc nman noh! how BITCH the lady is..hello?! she's old na and she doesn't look lyk nnalo sa all or sumthing.. argh! k2inis lang tlga,..syang tuloy ung 6600. tsk, tsk...
nweiz, aion, this is wat our teachers back in HS told us na wen we step out of st.scho's 4 walls completely, this will be the real world...grbe, sa loob pa ng skul and to think na nkaakyat cya hngang sa room nmen... haay..
so un..

2day: grbe, dme ng lovebirds sa class... pcmpleng pmporma na ung mga guys...
ta's may class na nman na di umatend ung prof..soc. arts...e 3 hrs pa nman..kya un, food trip and cram ng assign. hehehe..
knnang 4, just arrived sa dorm, hntid ako ni erick na classm8 ko na pmporma kay rachel na friend and classm8 ko...hehe...symper while walking share kme ng thots 'bout sa class, lyf and mga ka-ek2kan pa... aion, la pa cla ate Ayn, Aika & kaye sa room kya ng comp. mna me.. la nmang g2wen for 2mrow kc 2 subj. lang kc orientation sa afternoon ta's uwi nko sa pque!!! yey!!!:p hehehe...

college lyf..

wow! mk2pgupd8 nko!!!!!!!! hehehe...
i'm here sa comp. shop mlpit sa dorm, it's 7pm and im still wearing my uniform...
had to research on some stuffs lang na 2mrow ippass..o dba??cram princess ever!;p
nweiz, recap, recap:

Monday: 1st day of skul!!
12 pa class ko kya i came from pque pa, dropped by sa dorm to fix my things and get ready for skul.. dmeng tao ever! * duh! skul un van..* so un, found my room agad, saw a skulm8 sa scho... i wasn't able to make the first move in making friends kc...wla lang...
met grace, hehe.. while entering the room ngsmile cya sken, shempre smyl bak ako..ta's un, kme mgktbe, daldalan ever...kht asa mjo harap.. ta's c kristina dn..laughtrip..okei nman mga teachers and classm8s.. gwapo ni frank!!!!!!!!!angas na snob..:p aion, kpgod kc taas ng hills ko...shux! i need to buy another one for rainy days... kya un, calyo inaabot...
ta's un, pgdting ko sa dorm, met aika & kaye..hehehe....mga kalog 2! c ate ayn nman b4 ko pa cya nmeet...aion, tgal nk2log nung gbe kc di snay sa bed..and sa cr, mjo nni2bgo..
pro okei lang...kaya ko 2!!!

'til here mna.. dme kc nngyare yestrday e.. pguwi ko nlang... hehehe...

have to mke it fast.

okei..i really have to make this fast kc mjo mainit ulo ng mga tao d2..
aion, major kabado me last nyt..ewan ko kung bout 2mrow, dorm or my brother..
speaking of my brother...grounded cya, t2nggalin 2ng net mmya, no allowance for this week and i'll use his atm mna.. lolz! my brother told me na cya nman mna p2lit sken.. hehehe..
'di kc cya umwi last nyt, ngpaalam cya na ggmik thru txt..knowing my mom..e aion, prang ung nngyare last Nov.1, 2002.. o dba?? tndangtanda ko pa..:p
hay..kc.. yan 2loy pti reputasyon ni joanne d2 mjo ncra, kht na 'di nman cla mgksma last nyt... o well, 'di na n22..

so un, nghatid ng mga stuffs ko sa dorm..hehehe.. no comment.. pro knkbhan tlga ako..

mawik: di ako mkpsok sa site mo..knna nkpsok ako pero can't see the background..kta ko ung pix..nyc! :p

i ges i have to end this na...

wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MSG.

hehehe...
bakloosh! 'enx sa help! amishu2!!!! hahaha...pno ba yan sa monday, mgisa ka nlang sa haus nyo.. may psok na mga tao..
kya mo yan pre!:p

rach: hehehe...sympre, lki ng kickback pgngdorm ako noh..:p pro every 1st sem lang ako mgddorm..mga pnhong maulan...

erika: amishu 2!!!!:p

hAy.....Highschool...

one of our class pic..4-A: hehehe..after the shot, lhat kme nhlog sa baba..:p


3-L barkada!:p


hehehe.. msydong maliit nga lang ung pic.. got it from our website..

hAppy 3 yEars sten!!

for the title, sa end ng post ko 4 my kada..

i'm currently offline..my mom's busy with the phone kc kya ngdc mna ako..
wla lang.. lyk mawik, i think 3x a week nlang ako mk2gmet ng comp..altho meh cyber cafe sa 2ng floor ng dorm ko, gastos lang.. hehehe...

kaye called knna..lyceum na pla cya..hehehe...so, pwde kme mgkta2 sa sm mla..
wla lang..i miss the choir..:( huhuhu...
if only i could turn back tym..

nweiz, enough of kadramahan na..

mawik: thanks sa mga advce..hehehe...homesick, yakangyaka un!:p
sa food, hehehe...snerperate ko na ung chocol8s ko *knha ko ung mga kisses*:p ; making friends..'di ako ung gmgwa ng first move sa mga gnyan..pro cge, try ko.. sna okei dn mga ka-room ko..
and sa radio, extra byad un pre...okei na sken ung diskman...
bsta txt nlang ha..:p



hAppy ANniv mga tsong!!!:p miss ko na kyong lhat!!!!!!:p



after ng grad practice..kada koh:
l-r: me, mel, erika, ann & kae..

1st day..

1st day ni bryan sa ateneo, 1st day ni ella sa ST. Agnes Acadamey..

*badtrip 2ng keyboard ha..bte nlang meh on-sreen keyboard na..*

haaaayyyyyy......wat would it be on the 1st day of my college lyf??
would it be lyk in high school??
hehehe.. crissy, my very first friend in ST.Scho and my classm8 & seatm8 for 2 years..introduced me to the whole batch..
well, not actuali to the whole batch..only 80%..mga old students..
hay, gnon dn kya ka-friendly ung mga tga ceu??
i know it's for me to find out..:p
bsta my cousin told me na he'll introduce me to one of his gf na from ceu..yep! u heard it ryt..one of his gf..lolz!
bilib ako dun! lufet! he's a graduate of ceu college of pharmacy, always ksma sa dean's list upto now na he's @ mcu*dmretso cya sa pg2ng doc.*, top 17 sa board exam, president ng frat, and has many girlfriends.. o dba?! san ka pa!?! hehehe..

nweiz, enough of my cousin..
i'm a little bit worried about me going to a dorm..
san ako mgbbreakfast and dinner??
wat will i do w/o a tv, radio and comp?

thank goodness, my bro will lend me his diskman..

hay, o well, i ges this is lyf...

nwei ulit.. obviously, we weren't able to go to st.scho k it's raining na nman..

mawik: prhas nman tyong wlang class pgSAt e..mk2gmik nman cgro tyo pg'di bc.. and ung nka-gala na grad pic ko, tgnan mo nlang sa lightbox pix ko, otei!? amishu! tc!:p

hay..few more days, summer vacation is over..
well, it's definitely over kc rainy season na nman! watever!
hehehe..
damn! wat's with my keyboards.. nglo2ko ung ibang keys.. tsk, tsk.. that's the reason y i h8 it everytym my bro or my cousins play with the comp..
nweiz, last nyt..watched SCQT.. aion, Hero won..
ale's ryt..roxanne or melissa deserves it..
o well, Hero needed money for his family..kya it's okei nren..

checked my friendster account..
francis *my cousin*: tanx sa testi!:p tho ang hrap bshin..
"wasupz Doodette??? n e waiiz yeh she mah Ate aswel so mani ate's lolz nah ish kool yeh she goin 2 uni n im goin 2 yr 10 dayum if i went 2 filz i would be in yr 10 n e waiiz sa'll gewd she smart n ol as i sed b4 it runz in d famili n e waiiz l8rz g2g. tc bb tccic. "
gets nyo ba??? i h8 the way aussies talk...hehehe.. peace out cuz!:p

so there, back to normal my othr cousin's left for bcol kc they have classes na 2mrow..ksbay ng St. Agnes Acadamey *sister school ng st.scho..actually, CLONE ng st.scho..hehehe..* ung pskan dn sa scho..

we're planning to go there 2mrow.. sna lang it won't rain...
aion.. gtg.. tntmad nko mgtype with this kind of keyboard..

MAWIK: di pko nk2pgparecopy ng grad pic.. wat pa gsto mo, ung orig na grad pic na nka gala ako or ung pic ko d2? may pasok ka na bkas!!!

http://www.chinapaint.com/eng/flash/colorandme_en.swf

*Being a sensible person, you prefer to research any situation before taking action. You don't trust anyone's opinion but your own. You handle your money carefully and accumulate it in small, but secure, increments.
*You are bubbly and approachable. Unrestricted by the latest fashion trends, you buy clothes only when they look good on you.
You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life. You are more comfortable talking about work than relationships.
*You are a very practical person. It's more important to you that the things you own are useful, rather than nice to look at.
*You are very sociable! You are the center of attention and have great stories to tell. But this often prevents from establishing deep relationships.
*You are very considerate. Friendship is the world to you, and you are friends with everyone. Be careful, as sometimes this works against you if you are too trusting.


hehehe..astig 2! try nyo!:p

it's rainy men! :p

wla lang.. hehehe..obvious nman cgro ung title..
dammit!!! sna wag gnto kaulan sa pasukan..
hay..

mawik: CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayan ha..changed my layout AGEN..sna mkpsok ka na d2 sa site..:p

MELAI! ng post sa b.board c ria sa frendstr..la pa daw ung ryt up mo sa pax..actuali, di lang ikaw..mjo mdme pkyo... un nlang daw ung hnhntay..email mo daw asap pra ma-out agad ung year book nten.. amishu!:p

it's bEen quite awhile..:p

MAY 28: FRIDAY:
*Full haUS :almost the whole cLan is @ our place
*wEnt @ auntiE cieL's place
*bOught schooL supplies
*wEnt to ATENEO w/ 'drei & bryan 2 check their section
*arcade & bump car kmeng oLdies lang.. hahaha..w/o the kids..
*dropped by @ kuya Oder's dOrm
MAY 29: SATURDAY:
*wEnt to makati 2 buy schooL shoes
*fetch ANAMARI @ st.PauL Mla..w/ the two drivers.. *nax!:p*
*went home agad
* Auntie Tess & uncLe Boy went back to bcoL kc meh emergency..
our grandpa was confined..
MAY 30: SUNDAY:
*Mass, movie marathon, play station, comp. games..


hehehe..grbe, it's sooo mainit ha!
hay..astig ung Ella Enchanted& mean girls.. watch for it! hahaha..:p

2Day:
just finished typing my sked..
haaaaayyyyy..miss HS lyf.. every quarter our sec. is incharge of printing lots of copies of our sked.. hahaha..dependent..

acronym

gOt this from mawik's blog:

V	Valiant
A	Ambitious
N	Nice
E	Explosive
S	Shocking
S	Smooth
A	Ambitious

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

hwla lang..

gradeskul fwends..
(L-R)abi,angela,jOanne,jApp,KrizEl, ME,dAnielle,sm
(L-R)cARLo,rYan,jULius *looks @ ale :p*,pAbo

aion, na-upload ko na! this is the pic that i'm talking about..nung last2 sat sa G4..
hehehe..onti lang pngbago ng mga taong yan.. the usual..

hay, i think i need to change my layout again..having problems with the pic..

sixteen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe..:p

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

HWLA LANG>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.

hay..aion.. tntmad pren ako mgpost..pro cge.. hehehe..:p

SAT.>> the usual, woke up early, went to St.Paul Mla. to make hatid my cuz..ate breakfast @ juby, nEt, went to makati to mEet my grdeskul fwends...sympre, ako na nman si Ms. Maaga..stroll2..saw krizel, stephane & joanne.. kaen ulit sa mcdo dmting c danielle..mjo ngkailangan pro okei lang..next c japp ta's angela, carlo, ta's julius, ryan and pheobus...ta's c abi..
yEah.. kme2 lang.. out of reach ung ibang tao e.. hehehe..
aion..timezone, Lunch sa foodcourt..(hehehe..sa isang mahabang table..)
picture2! kya lang di ko pa na-uupload kya un.. uwi ako ng mga 2pm pra bmlik d2 sa mla..cla ngbondingan pa..
@ rob place: SALE! sa dme ng tao we sat sa hrap ng mcdo..and to mu surprise.. *kilig* si jezz..:p hahaha.. gn2 un.. i was txting sum1 ng mapa-stare ako sa statue ni McDo *dba nka bye-posiion ung hand nya* ta's out of nowhere, there was jezz na! waaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! sbay taas dn ng hand nya to say 'hi!' with the smyl and the eyes.. grbe pre! 2naw2 ako dun.. commercial: jezz-met him sa friendstr kc in-add nyko pro i dnt know him yet nung mga pnhon na yun..ta's he's tegs' frend pla kya asa cotlion dn...crush ko cya..kya lang kulang sa height.. hehehe..* so un, summer job ata sya dun..ta's lmpet cya 2 clean our table sbay tnong ng "ba't ka and2?"with a smyl..:p prang ang srap sgtin ng "pra kumain..doi?" hahaha.. pro npa-"wla lang" ako... aion..ta's sympre blik na cya sa trbho..
nweiz, ta's went to baywalk..stroll2..went to padre faura..sa office ng Cagsawa bus..ta's went to bcol..


BCOL>>> wla lang.. aion, for the 2nd tym..exprience ko ang bagyo sa bcol..ung first wen i was still a baby na ngka-sket ako kya rush sa airport @ pndla d2 sa mla ta's rush sa MMC..
aion, wla lang.. after ng bagyo had my hair cut...

hay.....wla lang...miss my HS fwends..


HS Batch '03-'04
*wyl singing the Grad.Song*
waaaaaaaah!! i miss my batch... :'(

NEW VERSION...:p

1. people consider you KALOG!
2. you greet a certain MANONG BOBIT happy
birthday everytime you see him.
3. the banana language is part of your everyday
conversations
4. you hold your pocket when you run..hehe..
5. you put your skirt in between your legs when
you sit..
6. you never follow the rule of SIMPLICITY.
7. you prefer sitting on the floor instead of
sitting on a chair
8. you go to the canteen "bookstore" para
magpalamig..
9. kulasas have the most chaotic "peace be with
you" during holy mass (hehe..Ü)
10. you say "that in all things, God may be
glorified!" after every prayer ÜÜ
11. you know what cutlet tastes like ÜÜ
12. u know that wednesday is "queque" day!!
13. naging wlang kwenta ang colorful accessories
sayo non kahit katingkati kna gumamit ng hot
pink na hair tie
14.bigla nlang umaayos uniform mo pag dumadaan c
ms.ferrer
15.ang chaotic teacherless classroom ay kayang
bumalik sa pwesto at ayos within a fraction
ovuhh second pag may sumigaw ng "C
MS.FERreRrRr!!!"
16.u spot a kulasa agad if u see a group of
girls laughing really LOUD with matching hampas
sa table and pajak!!
17.ur a kulasa if u know MISS OLIVIA UNGSON haha
18. u get really impatient every tues kse mas
mahaba ung angelus.
17. if u know the story of "A Midsummer Nights
Dream" and "Ora Et Labora" by heart
19. you've already mastered the art of sewing
(c/o ms. ponce)
20.You nod when you hear the word "GoD"
21. You have a great fear og higads
22. You are familiar with the "green id"
23.You are used to "long masses"
24. You love making fun of people na "barok"
25. You are familiar with the new
term "swemeng"-accdg. kay Ms. Hamsain
26. You laugh at your own mistakes
27. You're the only one who knows the
saying "Live life to the FULL"-accdg to Ms. Fennis haha
28. You now know that there is actually a "bats
song" haha
29. You're familiar with the
terms "auti", "umaariba", "kumekerengkeng"
30. sa tagal na pananatili sa saint scho, hindi
pa rin alam ang kasarian ng nagse-xerox sa imc.
MANA-ONG? MANWANG? MANANG-MANONG?Ü
31. konting patak lng ng ulan.. SUS-PEN-DED. SUS-
PEN-DED.. hehe..
32. marunong ng matinong pag-cheat.. hehe.. MR.
LLANES, ANONG SAGOT DITO?
33. ultimate kalaban sa school? HIGAD.]
34. kapag nakakita ng field ng ibang
school, "WOW, MAY GRASS."
35. don't wanna go to the "library" kc super
taas-->kakapagod!!!
36. your black shoes changes into brown shoes
after every morning praise!!!!dahil sa tuyong
soil
37. pati na rin ung socks mo, ndi na rin white,
dirty white na..hehehe
38. pag may tumunog na cel---> LOUD COUGH LANG
KATAPAT NUN!!!!
39. sarap matulog sa room kasi air-conditioned
eh..
40. everytime may call slip ---->tanong kagad,
kay miss ferrer ba yan?
41. Knows how to be patient everytime mahaba ung
pila sa office.
42.wala kang pake kung JABAR ka na o hinde!!
43.may malaki ng kaguluhan kapag nalabas na ang
most powerful device,da camera!!
44.ang mga naka-red ay birthday celebrants!!
45.SM ang tawag mo sa bookstore sa
canteen,STSCHO MALL!
46.ang bulungan nyo'y normal na usapan lang ng
iba.
47. perfectionist when it comes to
speakin..(hehe.)..konting mali
lang sa prounounciation, tawa na..magaling ba
tau sa speech class?!
48. pag sinabing 'keep quiet', dun magiingay.
pag
sinabing 'mag ingay kau', dun tatahimik.
49. you can start and finish a project on the
deadline...ü
50. after dismissal hihingi ka sa clasmate ng
barya para makabili ng fud
51. sa g4 ang tambayan nyo
52. u lyk 2 cram!
53. kahit korny ang joke, tawa parin
54. ndi nauubusan ng joke
55. mahilig m2log sa likod ng libro
56. lge ngkkwentuhan sa pnkasulok ng library sa pagitan ng mga book shelves.
57. sabog ka!
58. bigla kang mkakarinig ng malakas na
halakhakan pag mei nababarok..Ü *shè*
59. pag umuulan (kahit hindi nmang ganun
kalakas..Ü) buong period na titingin sa labas ng
window,praying na sana masuspend ang class..*shè*
60. alam mong mas mahaba ang angelus pag
tuesdays..urgh! *shè*
61. oooppss..si ms.ferrer! QUIET!!! *shè*

::::TATAK KULASA TRAITS:::

this is so true! hahaha.. got it from friendster's B-Board..
chEck this oUt!!

Message: st. scho manila kulasas, hear
me
out.. ;) ever
heard of the book YOU KNOW YOU'RE A FILIPINO
IF...? well, here's our version. it goes like
this: i log down three TATAK KULASA traits, and
it's up to you to add to the list. my goal is,
say, 500. can we do it? of course! WE'RE
KULASAS, gaddemmit! ;)

YOU KNOW YOU'RE A KULASA IF:
1. people consider you KALOG! ;p [kalogkulasas]
2. you greet a certain MANONG BOBIT happy
birthday everytime you see him. [kalogkulasas]
3. the banana language is part of your everyday
conversations [kalogkulasas]
4. you hold your pocket when you run..hehe..
[mEgs]
5. you put your skirt in between your legs when
you sit..hehe..labo.. [mEgs]
6. you never follow the rule of SIMPLICITY. [kat]
7. you prefer sitting on the floor instead of
sitting on a chair >JULS<
8. you go to the canteen "bookstore" para
magpalamig.. (hehe..Ü) >JULS<
9. kulasas have the most chaotic "peace be with
you" during holy mass (hehe..Ü) >JULS<
10. you say "that in all things, God may be
glorified!" after every prayer ÜÜ >>--iya-->
11. you know what cutlet tastes like ÜÜ >>--iya--
12. u know that wednesday is "queque" day!!
13. naging wlang kwenta ang colorful accessories
sayo non kahit katingkati kna gumamit ng hot
pink na hair tie
14.bigla nlang umaayos uniform mo pag dumadaan c
ms.ferrer
15.ang chaotic teacherless classroom ay kayang
bumalik sa pwesto at ayos within a fraction
ovuhh second pag may sumigaw ng "C
MS.FERRERrRrRr!!!!"
[jellily!!]
16.u spot a kulasa agad if u see a group of
girls laughing really LOUD with matching hampas
sa table and pajak!! hahaha!! [karla]
17.ur a kulasa if u know MISS OLIVIA UNGSON haha-
[karla]
18. u get really impatient every tues kse mas
mahaba ung angelus.
17. if u know the story of "A Midsummer Nights
Dream" and
18."Ora Et Labora" by heart.[jenny]
19. you've already mastered the art of sewing
(c/o ms. ponce) [jenny]
20. ang PROJECTOR ay hindi PROJECTOR.. OHP ang
tawag.. *star*
21. sa tagal na pananatili sa saint scho, hindi
pa rin alam ang kasarian ng nagse-xerox sa imc.
MANA-ONG? MANWANG? MANANG-MANONG?Ü [pilar]
22. konting patak lng ng ulan.. SUS-PEN-DED. SUS-
PEN-DED.. hehe.. [pilar]
23. marunong ng matinong pag-cheat.. hehe.. MR.
LLANES, ANONG SAGOT DITO? wahaha.. [pilar]
24. ultimate kalaban sa school? HIGAD. [pilar]
25. kapag nakakita ng field ng ibang
school, "WOW, MAY GRASS." haha.. [pilar]
26. kapag nsa 3rd floor ka at may ka-chikahan ka
sa ground floor..:p (vAn)

wlang mgwa.............................

hay, e2 na nman me sa hrap ng comp. alang mgwa...
nga pla, sowEe if ever meh mga ma-oofend sa mga post ko..i just have to type wat's on my mind..

aion..gOt this from an email..feel ko lang ipost.. hehehe..:p

hidden meanings behind pinoy expressions

1. "mwah" means "i love you" (haaayyyy kaya pala)

2. "la lang" means "i miss you" or "love kita,
di
mo alam?"

3. "ok ka lang?" means " ano ka hilo?!?!"

4. "hay nako!" means " seryoso ako"

5. "ingat ka lagi" means "i care for you"

6. "musta na?" means " sino'ng love mo?"

7. "secret" means " ikaw"-> oo ikaw!

8. "ano'ng problema mo?" means " hurt naman ako"

9. "kayo pa rin ba?" means "ako naman"

10. "chick boy ka pala eh!" means " ang kapal
mo!!!"

11. "grabe ha!!!" means " selos ako"

12. "saan?" means " sama ako!"

13. "shit!" means "tae!! pinaganda lang"

14. "inaantok na ako" means "wala kang kwentang
kausap"

15. "may gagawin pa ako eh" means "maghanap ka
ng
kausap mo"

16. "bakit naman?" means "alam mo namang ikaw
lang"

17. "nakakaaliw ka" means " ang cute mo "

18. "ewan" means " oo "

19. "ganon?" means "kapal mo!!"

20. "eh kasi" means "nahihiya ako"

21. "talaga lang ha?" means "naku, bola!!"

22. "basta" means "magtanong ka pa"

23. "busy ka?" means " kausapin mo naman ako

24. "pwede ba" means " mas cute naman ako sa
kanya "

25. "may kasabay ka?" means "nood tayo ng sine &
kain sa labas"

26. "miss nahulog" means "anong number mo?"

27. "magwiwithdraw pa ako" means "pucha naman,
ikaw muna!!"

28. "may barya ka sa 100?" means "pautang muna,
sa sweldo na kita babayaran"

29. "kawawa ka naman" means "buti nga... sabi ko
sayo eh!"

30. "susunod ako" means "umalis ka na! ang kulit
mo eh"

31. "thank you sa gift ha" means "ang cheap mo
naman"

voting..

hehehe..wat's with the title?! haha.. i dunno..

nweiz, a new, better blogger site.. -sharing..

watzup?!
changed my layout, finally i found a good one..
hay, y is't more people not into pink b4 is into pink now.. ?? *gets?!*
changetopic: had my comp. fixed by...*ehem, ehem,* mE! shemps! ako pa! hahaha...nEt nlang tlga ang prob.. grbe, kinda teary eyed nko kc yestrday buong araw ako infront ng comp.. tsk,tsk.. addict!!:p

oh well,

how i wish na okei na gov't. ng pilipinas after this day..
wAaaahhhhhh!!!! *for cryin' out loud! bmbgsak na tyo!!! our clan just can't w8 to get out of this freaking country.. but i'm not.. nax! shemps, and2 lyf ko noh! though i have to go with all of them..

nweiz ulit.. wat's with the weather?!? aarwa,uulan,aaraw..
wat-d-f***! nhlog phone ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oookei, la nkong sense. got to go!

wla lang..

im here sa internet caffe d2 mlpit sa st.Paul mla...
and i ges mjo nglo2ko mga pix d2 s layout ko..or not.. ??

nweiz, aion..
hahaha..read ur entry mawik.. lolz! how i wish na mbsa ng mga tao yan.. :p
hehehe...

'no pa ba?! wla lang..

tntmad nko mgtype..

wla lang...

tntopak na nman net nman..infairness mas maayos cya pg gn2ng oras kesa morning..

nweiz, went to ceu yestrday and 2day..
khpon, grbe, wat a trip.. kaarthan kc.. we went there mga morning pa tpos they dnt want to accept my good moral dhil they want the l8st..
DOI! phrap pa sa bhay, e kung 2mwag nlang ba cla sa scho 2 confirm na i dnt have any "bad" reputation there..
so un, we went mna 2 cubao @ my other cousin's house to eat and rest.. tpos wyl we're there i called st.scho na if they cud make me another god moral.. bti nlang bait2 ni tita lei... hehehe... wen i got there pick up ko nlang ung good moral.. o dba?! instant..
hahaha.. aion, went back ulit sa ceu.. interview, and prang hndi interview.. chikahan ever sa future adviser ko.. hahaha..
infairness, bgo ata ung building..
so un,. kpgod ever!

haaaaaayyyyyy..so hot! ba't ba gnto d2 sa pinas...

*sigh*

la nko msbe..

mawik: o nga, di tyo ngk2sbay... hehehe...mishu!

>>GRADBALL PICTURE<<


(L-R: Ann,kAe,erikA & mE!)
aaw..'di complete, ala c meL..


(L-R:LeAh, Ann,mE, Erika, kAE & tinA)
hehehe...tina?! kaw ba yan!! lolz!:p

i'm back! *whoohoo!*
after almost a month, i think, of road trip... back to reality...
so, here's just a recap from my bicol trip:

APRIL 12:
- on my way to bicol on my own..supposedly to ride on a royal class bus but that trip was canceled and me with the other passengers was transfered to the earlier trip on the business class us..
- wasn't able to sleep well even if i had my pillow..

APRIL 13:
- arrival
- they fetched me @ the terminal.
- had breakfast then went straight to Cagasawa Ruins.
- after lunch went swimming
- tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

APRIL 14:
- went to visit our grandma @ her graveyard...
- badminton with my cuzs
- freaky nyt! wwwaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy freaky!

APRIL 15:
- movie marathon

APRIL 16-17:
- doctor for two days to my dearest cousins (edes, bry & brad)

APRIL 18:
BIG celebration @ grandpa's haus (april&May celebrants; bon voyage & passing the board exam party)

APRIL 19:
- went to kuya edward *a family frend dwarf*
yeah, way freaky but it's so true... he knows everything...

APRIL 20:
- bought native bags with Mitch & anamari

APRIL 21:
- went bck here in manila

APRIL 23:
-went to greenhills!
SHOPPING!!!

APRIL 24:
- Carbonel family went back to australia...
the kids *our cousins* cried... aaww...
we'll surely miss them all..

APRIL 25:
- haburdei wengskie!!!
- went to bacalaran to hear mass..

and that's it!

tho, there r more memorable events that happened in that trip...
'twas a long story for me to type here..

okei, so i was just gone for lyk more than a week..then my music is totally gone!
'wat-'d-f*ck!' - francis' lyn...

argh!!

oh! and there's another thing, just this summer that i learned wat my name, vanessa, means... a butterfly... that's y pla i lyk butterflies...

anyweiz, hi-ways! i'm gettin' too corny na here...