Saturday, July 31, 2004

whew! soooo dead tired!

so there, after 10 yEars, mk2pgpost nko ulit!.. tpos na prelims! whoohoo!
hahaha.. so mega shopping me knna sa mkti...
bought jeans, top, new wallet, rubber shoes, glam belt, and a bag..
and now, start from scratch... have only P300 left! waaah!
aion, supposedly asa Q.C. ako 2nyt @ jam's haus, party...inuman..
nah! as if p2ygan...
wla lang..
nEed to go, hehehe.. im not in the mood to type all the things that happened for the past few days..

ciao!

Sunday, July 25, 2004

miss my kada..

wla lang.. npascan ko na ung grad kada pix... here's some of my fave shots..


*look!!*


*charlie's angels!*

lolz! obvious ba na we bought our clothes at the same time??:p

kae: it's better to loose a phone than ur lyf...


Saturday, July 24, 2004

oN saying gudbye..from my mail..

On Saying Goodbye:
An Application of the Phenomenological Method

Jose Tale

      I have said goodbye so many times.  And perhaps will be saying goodbye many more times.  It is not just the goodbye one says to somebody he has just met.  Nor is it the “so long” that one says to another when both go their separate ways for the moment.  Not that such goodbyes are really goodbyes. But that I am referring to the one I say to persons who I will be geographically away from for a considerable stretch of time – two weeks, a month, a semester, a year, or perhaps, forever.
      When I was three years old, I said goodbye to my parents when they left me, for the time being, in the care of my lola in Iligan City.  My father then was just appointed Justice of Peace in Valencia, Negros Oriental.  Two years later, our whole family moved to Valencia, and so, I said goodbye again, this time to my lola.  Later on, I said more goodbyes as family usually went on vacation trips.  Then, right after graduating from high school, I said two goodbyes that were the hardest to say yet.  I left home for a foreign land thousand of miles across the Pacific, to be away from my dear parents, brothers and friends for a whole year.  After that year was over, I said goodbye to that same foreign land, which in a sense, has become another home for me, but whose wide expanse I may not hope to visit in a long time.  And then, right now.  I am in college and away from home.  As such, I say goodbye to my many friends here when I leave for home during the vacations.
      Yes, I have said goodbye so many times that somehow, I have succeeded in taking a parting scene for granted.  Oftentimes, I say goodbye, as a matter of course, as a habit, as a mere word that one usually says when he or the other leaves.  Just that,  A word for formality’s sake,  Nothing more.
      But is it nothing more?
      I wonder.  I don’t think so…Or is it?  If it is not, what else could it be?  Or rather, what really is behind my saying goodbye?
      To move further, I must now therefore set aside all my preset notions, my usual attitude towards saying goodbye.  I suspend all my judgments, neither affirming nor negating, and view the act of saying goodbye with a certain detachment.  I go back to the experience itself and ask, “What is goodbye?”      A goodbye is utterance of the word, is a handshake, or the wave of the hand, is misty eyes and a faint smile, or perhaps, a tight embrace and heavy sobs and buckets of tears.  It is “adios”, “sayonara”, “arreviderci”, or “paalam”.  A goodbye is all these.  But it is not just all these.  The above are only the externalizations, outward manifestations of some mixed inner feelings, anticipated or advanced feelings of nostalgia, of longing, of missing the other.  Anticipated or advanced because the persons involved do not really feel the actual longing as yet, before or even at the very moment of parting.  Mixed as these feelings are, there is a certain unity in them, in that they stem from the idea that one will be apart, will be away, will be “absent” from the other.
      It is then understandable why one who feels this advanced state of being absent to the other, is apprehensive for that exact moment of the goodbye, of the parting.  He is so uneasy.  He knows that the moment will come, but he does not want to it to come.  As much as possible, one postpones and postpones.  The waiting can take so long.  And the longer one tarries about it, the more he becomes uneasy, the more he prolongs the “agony” of the apprehensiveness.  One continues to delay as if one dreaded it.
      Why?  What is it that makes one “dread” goodbyes?      Most often, perhaps, it is because of the anticipated feeling of “absence” from each other.  Absence involves a certain loss.  One is here, the other is not.  The other is far away, and one misses his company, his actual physical presence.  Perhaps it is a loss of a sense of togetherness.  Perhaps.  But is it entirely a loss?  Some situations seem to indicate otherwise.  The absence might even be looked upon as a way of strengthening the sense of togetherness.  “Absence makes the heart grow fonder,” as some say.  When the persons involved are apart from each other, one realizes how much the other means, how strongly one is attached to the other.  One also gets a better perspective of the relationships when the other is not present.  Perhaps, it is also true that, “When you part from your friend, you grieve not; For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain” (Kahlil Gibran).
      What is it then that makes a goodbye a goodbye?  Is it the anticipated loss of the other brought about by the absence, or is it the gain one can hope to achieve from the same absence?  Or is it both?  Or is it something more basic?  Why does one anticipate the loss or the gain, or both gain and loss that is brought about by the absence of the other?      I must now therefore come to the eidos of a goodbye, to what precisely gives the same meaning, and not just as a mere word that can be said matter-of-factly and without significance.
      Going back to the very experience itself, I notice that I say goodbye only to persons I know, and more than that, to persons I know fairly well, those with whom I have grown some attachment, to those persons I have learned to give a damn about.  In short, my goodbyes can have significance only if I say it to a person I particularly care for in some way, great or small.  I cannot, in other words feel the anticipated loss and the hoped-for gain the absence of a person will bring me if I do not even care about the person, if he does not even mean anything to me in the first place.  A caring for the other person, a giving a damn, is therefore the essence of a goodbye that is meaningful.  How meaningful the goodbye is corresponds to how strong the caring for, the giving a damn about the other is.
      It is the at this point that I become conscious that I am a part of the experience itself.  As such, I reduce the experience of saying goodbye to my own view of it.  It is myself who gives validity and significance to my idea of what it is to care, and consequently of whom to care for.  This point of view is personal, is subjective.  However, it is also intersubjective.  How much I care for the other is affected by how he accepts the care I give and how he reciprocates.  Thus, it is not only my own concept that gives goodbye its validity and significance.
      But then, some questions arise.  Is the care I give to a person lessened when I have become so accustomed to his being away from me and I from him?  Is to care for this person and for another, like cutting a piece of cake, that when I give one piece, I necessarily deprive the other of the same piece?
      But this is another set of questions.
      And to consider them, I must start all over again.

A caring for the other person, a giving a damn, is therefore the essence of a goodbye that is meaningful.

 
hahaha..wla lang.. phenomenological method... *aaw, 4th year speech, k2miss*:c

Sunday, July 11, 2004

once agen.

labo ng title..
hehehe..
nweiz, just the same w/ mawik's day.. myn started out not ryt..
woke up hearing my mom's voice once agen.. mga 630 un, tpos ntpos ko bshin ung isang unit sa bio.sci. *wow! ako ba 2??!* hehehe.. e pano, i wasn't able to study yestrday 'coz of tv, comp, and phone.. hahaha...
so un, went sa church w/ my dad and bro and our new maid.. yep, we have a new maid, pro and2 pren ung b4, ble 2 na cla.. but the new one i think will help sa business, ung old one will stay here sa haus.. pro wat's new?? my bro and i will still do the same old routine..
as i was saying, 10am mass, saw lem, chino, krizel & her sistahs, nique and co... hmla! pnnsin ako ni lem...hehehe..akalain mo nga nman na lumilipas dn pla ang pnhon..-joke!:p so there,
mjo may intndhan nren kme ni eric na he'll make iwas to me and to my group kc glit2 na daw sknya cla rach, grace and tinay..pro di pren Daw mw2la ung feeling na.. nah! as if! well, for me, okei lang..i know nman na mhal pa dn nya x nya..i told him na rn na he can't love 2 person at the same tym...

o cia, mgh2nap pko ng populaion watever for bio sci, and this keyboard here is starting to annoy me.. *argh!*

ay! phbol..just wanna share my txt conversation w/ julius the other day nung asa dorm pko..
julius: msta na?? san ka npsok ngyon??
vAn: okei lang..ceu, d2 nga ako sa dorm e.. kaw??msta na seminarista??
julius: okei lang, d2 ako sa la salle dasma e.. hehehe..di ko maimagine na mgppari ako..
vAn: tlga?? ano course mo?? e jan dn c joanne..
julius: nursing, oo nga e, nk2ta daw nyko..pro cya, di ko nk2ta..
vAn: wow! kaw ba yan?? hehehe...
julius: oo, ako 2! pro kung mgmmadre ka, bka mgdalwang icp ako.. hehehe..:p
vAn: ngerks! ako mdre?? di ko maimagine...
julius: haha..pilitin mo imgnin..:p grbe, ako nlang ang gcng d2 sa boarding house..
vAn: di ko tlga kya..:p tlga??e kme nga d2 ngmmidnyt snack plang... msta nman luvlyf nten jan??
julius: hehehe..pki sbe, 'hi' sa mga ka-roomm8s mo.. wla e.. kaw??
vAn: hehehe.. cge., mjo mlbo, pero sna mgng okei.
julius: gnon?? bsta pgkailngan moko..d2 lang ako..
vAn: hahaha.. 'enx! infairness, nmiss ko ung gnto, prang nung gradeschool tyo..hahaha..dma na drama!
julius: o nga! antanda na pla nten..:p cmba ka ba sa cmbhan nten?
van: ewan ko lang..mnsan, kc *explain 'bout sa nov.1 issue*
julius: gnon? kla ko sobrang lala..
vAn:hehehe.. sbhin mo lang pgm22log ka na ha..
julius: bka di ko na msbe kc bgla nlang p2kit mata ko..
vAn: o cge, 2 log ka na jan..kwa2 ka nman.. hehehe.. nytie!
julius: okei.. dandang nyt! sweet dweems!

hehehe..wla lang..:p

Saturday, July 10, 2004

LoNginG..

when my last relationship ended, i wanted to take my time. to rediscover myself. to strengthen my sense of self. i was determined to feel at ease with myself. alone, but not lonely. strong. capable.

i've been alone for almost two years now. and i feel proud of the changes in myself. the progress i've made. the way in which i have come to appreciate things about myself i had long since forgotten. now, more than ever, i feel able to be a partner. i know who i am. i know what i want. what i need.

but, now...lately...increasingly...i ache for the comforts of a relationship. the support. the partnership. the sense of peace that comes from knowing that there is someone waiting at the end of the day.

someone to be my cheerleader. my honest critic. the one who gets my monty python references. my obscure movie quotes.

and, of course, there are the other things i miss.

i've worked hard to make myself forget. forget what it feels like to long for someone. forget how good it feels for someone to long for you. i won't let myself think about how long it's been since someone held my hand.

and then, when you least expect it, someone comes along. out of the blue. with no warning. and he looks at you and your breathing gets shallow. and you fumble with your answers to his questions. and he makes you feel as though it's just the two of you talking. that you're not in the middle of a loud and crowded room.

okei, now am i making sense??
this is too much of my mushy syd na!
haha..:p

Sunday, July 04, 2004

candy mag

ARIES
by: candy mag

Aries
(March 21 - April 19)
You get caught in fun and games during the first week of July, and it’ll cause enough euphoria to keep you floating on cloud nine! Be sure you stay steady and constant in school throughout this exciting month, or you won’t be smiling for long. The 23rd pulls you back together and you finally get work done. You even rub off some good influence on buds still in party mode.

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check out Mrs. Mendoza-Quibilan's work!
hehehe.. a former kulasa and atenean..Literature Teacher back in HS..

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

suspended!!!

hahaha..wla lang.. :p
so un, hngang 1 lang kme.. so mjo ngpyat pko last nyt pra sa assign. sa phy. sci. knna..
enweiz, okei nren un..:p
aion, after class tambay buong class sa comp. shop nla karen pra gmwa ng assign for bio sci. 2mrow..
after nun, hntid ako ulit ni eric d2 sa dorm with matching carry ng things ko and ng umbrella.. o dba, hehehe...
pro di nman ako mnhid e..nweiz, dn't want to jump into conclusions and to listen to what people say..ba'la na.. bsta im happy for now.. and that's wat important..:p
aion, aika went sa sm manila w/ her blockm8s to wathc spiderman, c kae dn w/ her bf, c ate ayn dn sa makati.. ako, 2mrow pa..w/ the whole class..hehehe..gudluck nlang smen!
so there, mjo di ko feel layout ko.. very childish..hahaha... feeling matured!
ampotah! cnt find the ryt layout.. tsk, tsk...

mawik! i think ng gain ako ng weight or mjo bmlik sa dti ktwan ko.. promise! foodtrip ako this week, last nyt may midnight snack pa kme ng mga roomm8s ko.. pizza and ice cream.. wla lang!;p

Sunday, June 27, 2004

sunday na nman

na-dc ako knna, wyl typing a very long post..
pakshet! tntmad nko mgtyp!!!!!!!
2 make it short down mga onlyn album ta's i tried monkeyview, pnget cya..ta's went sa mass knna, l8 nko dmteng and accdg to people pmpyat nko! i need some fats!!!!!!!!!! :p
i'll get used to it, im sure..

mawik: long hair dude! naintriga tlga ako knna kung cno ung ngoorgan na long hair e..can't be ate emm nman.. hehehe.. kung gano khba ng hair mo gnon tyo ktgal di ngkta..:p

Saturday, June 26, 2004

home alone

had a great sleep last nyt..hehehe..
mjo im feelin' well nren..
and im all alone here...my mom went sa Pizzito Melano to have a seminar or something with my aunt and maid..ngfranchise cla and sa monday na i-oopen..it's an italian pizza parlor..ewan ko lang ha..bsta pizza parlor cya..
2mrow bka mkpgcmba ako! i mean serve..hehehe... my parents will go somewhere kc 2mrow morning and i wish early morning ung morning nla..:p wla lang.. share ko lang..

Friday, June 25, 2004

manila trauma

wednsday:
early morning i wanted the day to end and to go back here @ p'que, eat all lutong bahay that i love, rest in my bed w/ my 5 pillows, sit infront of my comp. and to be able to watch t.v...
english period w/ our prof who teaches dn @ san beda..
after prayer he said: "st. benedict.." i answered "pray for us." shmpre all of my classm8s didn't know wat to reply kc st. benedict is the patron saint of san beda and st.scho, and definitely not ceu's. tpos he continued.. "that in all things..." i answered again *ONLY i* "...God may be glorified." this is wat we say every after prayer at st.scho and san beda.. i'm really used to it, kya upto know i still say that sentence on my mind lang every after prayer..

thursday:
wat a day!!!!!!!! had my period, went to bpi to get my atm card, ta's went to g4 to meet with kae and roseann supposedly..pro ann wasn't able to make it..
here's the worst part of the day:
--i almost got lost way back sa dorm.. i rode mrt then lrt, and i was expecting jeeps sa ila2lim ng lrt, pro wla..ta's i followed people nlang sa main highway.. ta's i asked the driver kung da2an ng ceu and he said 'yes'.. bndang quiapo i noticed na prang 'di cya da2an dun so i asked agen, then the stupid driver said na ppntang espanya un.. the hell! good enough na wen i asked him agen sakto sa street na nili2kuan on the way to ceu..e im not that sure that tym, kya un..i have no choice to take a cab nlang..
sa dorm: wen i entered our room, amoy nasunog.ta's i saw aika's letter to ate ayn na umusok ung adaptor..buti nlang di nasira ung laptop.. ta's un, i w8d for them sa study area, i txtd kae*one of my room8s* pra mgpabili ng siopao kc i was craving for it that day, i dunno why.. e g2bhin daw cya, tpos c aika nman left her phone sa cabinet, ate ayn nman the next day pa uuwi..aion, e i was really desperate to eat a siopao...at around 7pm i went to 711, i set my mind that tym na not all the tym im with someone who can go with me everywhere i go..kya un, from 711 going back sa dorm a red car stopped with a decent guy around 20's na, i thot he's gonna ask for directions or sumthing.. but hell NO! he asked the rudest and really freaky question i ever heard in my 4/5 years of studying in manila..
ampotah! i really freaked out to the point na i cried for an hour ata ta's i really thot i was going to be insane kc i have no one to talk to there..good thing was that i txtd mawik and kae..grbe, just bcause of that stupid siopao that i wanted.. * it really sounds funny* aion, wen i talked to my room8s about that, ate ayn told me nlang na buti nlang nothing worst than that happened.
there i came to realize na un pa nga lang nk2loka na sa sobrang trauma wat more pa kya ung mga may body contact..
aion, kya for those who'll study at manila, be really careful..sa lgay kung to na mg55years na dun.. aion..
knna i told my mom na bout that..dpat di ko s2bhin e, nsbi nya na she wasn't able to sleep last nyt..e una kong cnbe sknya knna na nlgnat ako kgbe..kya un, kya daw cgro gnon kc she can sense na something bad happend nga.. ta's ska ko nren cnbe sknya..but my dad and bro doesn't know bout it... aion, hngang ngyn i have fever pa.. i dunno if it's because of stress and change of weather or psychological because of wat happened last nyt..

i hope to feel better tom...

Thursday, June 24, 2004

pra sa mga kapwa kulasa *HS ha..*

anlupet neto..miss knA mga bAliw sa mundO.. ung class nA karamihAn ay
nagpapierce sa dilA,ung class nA galit sa chem at adviser nilA.. ung
class nA ang gulo-gulo.. ung class na nainis sA teacher nA tibO sa
filipinO.. anlupet tlga netO! sobrAng miss knA kAyo..grAbe nmn kc d2
e..ndi kA pwede magpakabAliw.ung twang, nakakahAwa..ndi kA pwedeng
tumawa ng wla lng..kainis! hehe! hAYnko..tas mAi mga Boys pA..
kakahiyA maglantad ng kagaguhAn..epAl.. pAg kAyo ksma kc,khit ano
pwede..khit ano,tanggAp.. d2,kelangn pang konting magpapanggAp..
grAbe! snA mkasama kO na kAyo.. snA matuloy rin..hehe! :) ung pAMilyA
ko d2,miss knA kayo.mOmmy pAuee.. mga sistahs!.. tito tere..ung mga ampon at mga pet nAmin.. khit
ung mga umeepAL..at sumama,cge..miss kna rin cla.. c LolA..hehe! asan
knA?!.. grAbe tlga.. malupet nA parusA to sa nagmamahAl like me..
haha! arte! mahaL ko kAyo..pero ampotAh di ko kAyo makasamA.. hAy..
ayun..ingat kAYo lagE! goodluck nlng sa lhAt.. sa studies, family and
lovelife! single pArin ang mgA tAo ngyON.. at over nA dun sa
hinayupAk na animaL na un..
ampotaAH!..di ko alm.. aun..un lng.. kwento kwento nlng.

m!ss ko nA kyOng lhat!

*got this from eka's blog*

IBA TALAGA KAPAG KULASA KA

pakshet! miss ko na st. scho! as in! iba pla talaga..
hay nako..buset..yoko sa class ko ngayon..ok ung iba pero iba talagang mga gago..
tapos hirap pa mag-adjust kse coed na..kakahiya maglabas ng kagaguhan..
grabe talaga..miss ko na kayo!
van, kae, mel (miss na kitang seatmate!), rose ann..henson kulot (ano? sumikat ba ang PAULINE sa dlsu?? ah basta 4ever henson kulot ka sken!hehe..grabe, wala ng tumatawa sa mga corny jokes ko..), jc, kuhol, kri, tere (tito terry!), betsy (oist, wala na kong partner sa dirty dancing..ahahaha!), marci, meg (meggy babes!), cheska (miss ko na ung mga boylets nten sa music room), 3L, 4A, ung mga naka-bond ko sa ssc..kung cno cno pa..basta miss ko na batch nten..miss ko na st. scho..CA 4 people, hinahanap ko ung rice terraces..ahehehe..

haaaay.

etch nyo bulok! (shiyet! mrs. isidro! kakamiss talaga..)

tangna talaga..kakaiba..
gimik tayo one time..kelangan kong mag-unwind..

IBA TALAGA KAPAG KULASA KA *from eka's blog*

IBA TALAGA KAPAG KULASA KA

pakshet! miss ko na st. scho! as in! iba pla talaga..
hay nako..buset..yoko sa class ko ngayon..ok ung iba pero iba talagang mga gago..
tapos hirap pa mag-adjust kse coed na..kakahiya maglabas ng kagaguhan..
grabe talaga..miss ko na kayo!
van, kae, mel (miss na kitang seatmate!), rose ann..henson kulot (ano? sumikat ba ang PAULINE sa dlsu?? ah basta 4ever henson kulot ka sken!hehe..grabe, wala ng tumatawa sa mga corny jokes ko..), jc, kuhol, kri, tere (tito terry!), betsy (oist, wala na kong partner sa dirty dancing..ahahaha!), marci, meg (meggy babes!), cheska (miss ko na ung mga boylets nten sa music room), 3L, 4A, ung mga naka-bond ko sa ssc..kung cno cno pa..basta miss ko na batch nten..miss ko na st. scho..CA 4 people, hinahanap ko ung rice terraces..ahehehe..

haaaay.

etch nyo bulok! (shiyet! mrs. isidro! kakamiss talaga..)

tangna talaga..kakaiba..
gimik tayo one time..kelangan kong mag-unwind..

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

iba tlga pg kulasa ka..

hehehe...yep, yep! uwi ako sa pque 2mrow.. :p
wla lang... the truth is, msya sa dorm and pgmlpit sa skul, pro iba pren pla pg asa haus..
o well, i chose this e..kya cge, k2ynin.. hahaha..as if hrap na hrap..
aion, last sunday ng afternoon.. ges wat??! monday nko nhtid. grbe tlgang kmlsan..
1st umulan, so given na na iha2tid me thru car,. tpos flat tyr pa! e antgas pa ng ulo ng mga tao sa haus,. aion, no choice..monday ng sobrang morning..
ta's dpat meet kme ni tin ng 9am sa coop 2 buy books..sbay ngtxt ang loka na mlyo pa cya..aion, nk2log nko't lhat hbang nka-uniform na sa dorm..
ta's un.. erick and rachel broke up na..5 days cla ngtgal, o dba?? san ka pa??
aion, wla lang.. im sooo hungry na..
share ko lang..

i really miss HS.. haaay..
sa title.. "iba tlga pgkulasa ka"
hehehe.. wla lang.. now ko lang na-aapreciate ung pgka-kulasa ko..
kht saan mgpnta stand out tlga.. iba tlga pramis! mpa dorm and skul, kht sa ateneo and lasalle..
hehehe...sobra2 na nga self esteem ko e...
oh well, iba tlga kme from the rest..:p

Thursday, June 17, 2004

continuation lang..

as i was saying.. dme nngyare nung tues...
pro i'll make it short nlang...
lalong smya ung class..kalog lhat kht mga gurls, laugh trip always..
guys make fun of our gay classm8s, mjo below the belt na, ung iba nk2ride on, pero there was this tym na sobra na pngt2wnan nla ung gay..* mjo look alyk ni teri ba un..ung look alyk ni nora aunor* e di nya ntake kya walk out sa room sbay slam ng door, as in anlkas! aion, tpos pg may pnppass na paper with our names on it dpat seperate ang gurls sa boys..they put his paper on the gurls..kya un, sympre tendency nun, twanan buong class..bad! pero isa ako sa mga un.kya un.. ta's meh mga dmgdag sa group nmen, until now..hehehe..

wed: hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm...aion, bangag...ngpuyat dhl sa assignments na asa ntbk ko nung 3rd year na nwa2la, kya i have to research, start from crap..
may nanakawan ng 6600 sa class.. the story goes lyk this...
l8 ung mga guys kc nging 3 hours vacant nmen kc di dmting ung prof..e there's this rule na if the prof is not yet there in 15 mins, we can go na...aion... tpos the guys went to sm manila..e nxt subj ung filipino..mlmang l8 cla..tpos may nksunod sknla na stranger na hnhnap ung prof nmen...edi lbas prof nmen...the stranger introduced herself as the mother of her former student na ik2sal na from LA, and na2lo daw sa lotto..and she was asking our prof if she could go down with her to get a BIG pasalubong from her daughter and kme dn daw may pslbong..* weirdo* e our prof want to prove kung it's true nga, pro she can't barely remember ung student na un. since prof's are not allowed nman to leave their class in the middle of discussion, she asked jp & erick to go with the lady...so they did..ta's the gurl ask them to go to the other bldg. to get our pasalubongs (cds daw) but before that she saw jp's cp, ta's she asked him if she could borrow his phone kc ppictutan daw nya prof nmen * wat an excuse dba?!?* e we dunno wat the hell is wrong with him @ pnhram nya..ta's un, pgblik nla wla na ung lady...he cried pa nga sa class..comfort nman kme tpos the guys went downstairs to make habol pa the lady if ever maabutan nla..e wla na.. aion... k2tkot ever!!! e kc nman noh! how BITCH the lady is..hello?! she's old na and she doesn't look lyk nnalo sa all or sumthing.. argh! k2inis lang tlga,..syang tuloy ung 6600. tsk, tsk...
nweiz, aion, this is wat our teachers back in HS told us na wen we step out of st.scho's 4 walls completely, this will be the real world...grbe, sa loob pa ng skul and to think na nkaakyat cya hngang sa room nmen... haay..
so un..

2day: grbe, dme ng lovebirds sa class... pcmpleng pmporma na ung mga guys...
ta's may class na nman na di umatend ung prof..soc. arts...e 3 hrs pa nman..kya un, food trip and cram ng assign. hehehe..
knnang 4, just arrived sa dorm, hntid ako ni erick na classm8 ko na pmporma kay rachel na friend and classm8 ko...hehe...symper while walking share kme ng thots 'bout sa class, lyf and mga ka-ek2kan pa... aion, la pa cla ate Ayn, Aika & kaye sa room kya ng comp. mna me.. la nmang g2wen for 2mrow kc 2 subj. lang kc orientation sa afternoon ta's uwi nko sa pque!!! yey!!!:p hehehe...

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

college lyf..

wow! mk2pgupd8 nko!!!!!!!! hehehe...
i'm here sa comp. shop mlpit sa dorm, it's 7pm and im still wearing my uniform...
had to research on some stuffs lang na 2mrow ippass..o dba??cram princess ever!;p
nweiz, recap, recap:

Monday: 1st day of skul!!
12 pa class ko kya i came from pque pa, dropped by sa dorm to fix my things and get ready for skul.. dmeng tao ever! * duh! skul un van..* so un, found my room agad, saw a skulm8 sa scho... i wasn't able to make the first move in making friends kc...wla lang...
met grace, hehe.. while entering the room ngsmile cya sken, shempre smyl bak ako..ta's un, kme mgktbe, daldalan ever...kht asa mjo harap.. ta's c kristina dn..laughtrip..okei nman mga teachers and classm8s.. gwapo ni frank!!!!!!!!!angas na snob..:p aion, kpgod kc taas ng hills ko...shux! i need to buy another one for rainy days... kya un, calyo inaabot...
ta's un, pgdting ko sa dorm, met aika & kaye..hehehe....mga kalog 2! c ate ayn nman b4 ko pa cya nmeet...aion, tgal nk2log nung gbe kc di snay sa bed..and sa cr, mjo nni2bgo..
pro okei lang...kaya ko 2!!!

'til here mna.. dme kc nngyare yestrday e.. pguwi ko nlang... hehehe...

Sunday, June 13, 2004

have to mke it fast.

okei..i really have to make this fast kc mjo mainit ulo ng mga tao d2..
aion, major kabado me last nyt..ewan ko kung bout 2mrow, dorm or my brother..
speaking of my brother...grounded cya, t2nggalin 2ng net mmya, no allowance for this week and i'll use his atm mna.. lolz! my brother told me na cya nman mna p2lit sken.. hehehe..
'di kc cya umwi last nyt, ngpaalam cya na ggmik thru txt..knowing my mom..e aion, prang ung nngyare last Nov.1, 2002.. o dba?? tndangtanda ko pa..:p
hay..kc.. yan 2loy pti reputasyon ni joanne d2 mjo ncra, kht na 'di nman cla mgksma last nyt... o well, 'di na n22..

so un, nghatid ng mga stuffs ko sa dorm..hehehe.. no comment.. pro knkbhan tlga ako..

mawik: di ako mkpsok sa site mo..knna nkpsok ako pero can't see the background..kta ko ung pix..nyc! :p

i ges i have to end this na...

wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!