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.HAPI nEW yEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
la lang.. i won't be upd8ng this blog na...
i'll be creating a new one..

.:craves:.

wat a day!
woke up at around 10am...hehehe...ptgalan kme ni chiaki sa kama...:p
aion, and i woke up craving for chowking's braised beef... so there, when sedric picked me up sa dorm, we ate at chowking...hehehe...
ta's un, exam nmen knna sa zoology lab..
hay, aion...2mrow alang class! but we'll go @ greenbelt for another coffee session. lolz!

.:::.

hehehe..can't think of a good title eh...
nweiz, we had our prelim this morning sa phy6 lab...
and sort off half day kme, supposedly,kung lam lang nmen na ndi p2sok c dr.olaer..
but NO! we waited for 2 hours for his class sbay di dmting...nyc dba??
oh well..so there, since ayaw pa mguwian ng mga tao, ngfoodtrip nlang sa mendiola square...
bondingan,and as usual laitan ng mga prof... lolz!

buti nlang nkrting ako ng dorm bgo umulan...
and now, ngpa2lipas ng oras d2 sa comp.shop... la pa mga roomies ko...kbored...hehehe...
ala lang...
hehehe...

.just.an.ordinary.day.

just an ordinary day...same old routine..
la lang...some things stay as complicated as avril's song.. *lolz!*
hay, i wish i didn't asked stuffs nlang to avoid what im feelin ryt now..
*aaw, senti!*
if things happened b4, it can happen again... yeah, that's wats on my mind l8ly...
wwaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! praning! stop na van!

anyways, just go with the flow...

kae and eka: upload na the pix dali!!!!!:p

..you first believe..

you first believe
hoku

How many times did I pray you'd find me...
How many wishes on a star,
Gazing off into the dark
Dreaming I'd see your face
Safe at home unafraid,
Captured in your embrace.

So many times when my heart was broken,
Visions of you would keep me strong.
You were with me all along,
Guiding my every step.
You are all that I am
And I'll never forget.

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be.
It was you, looking in my eyes.
You held my hand and showed me life.
And I've never been the same,
Since you first believed.

There were times when I thought I'd lost you,
Fearing forever was a dream.
But it wasn't what it seemed,
Placing your hand in mine,
You could see in the dark,
You were guiding my heart.

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be.
It was you, looking in my eyes.
You held my hand and showed me life.
And I've never been the same,
Since you first believed.

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be.
It was you, looking in my eyes.
You held my hand and you showed me life.
And I've never been the same,
Since you first believed.

How many times did I pray you'd find me...

How many wishes on a star...

hay, lyf...

*looking @ 8am choir's pix!*
waaaah! miss ko nkyo mga dude!!!
*sadness*
hwla lang...
here i go again...missing pipol!
choir, highschool peepz, cuzins...
nko!!!! wla na! andrma!
hahaha
hay...anlabo mo van!!!
*toink!*

Closing Cycles

Closing Cycles -- By Paolo Coelho

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished. Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill. None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back. Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away. That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place. Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else. Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the ideal moment. Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important. Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.

Stop being who you were, and change into who you are

.:for valentines day:.

99 ways 2 knw if u luv him!


1. He’s on your mind before you sleep.
2. He’s in your dreams.
3. He’s the first thing on your mind when you wake up.
4. You smile every time you hear his name.
5. All the love songs make sense on you.
6. You doodle his name when you have nothing to do.
7. You greet him when there is a special occasion.
8. You want to stay in touch with him.
9. You prepare his food when you have a chance to do so.
10. You feel sad every time he’s sad.
11. You relate the lyrics of the song to him.
12. You call him up even without a reason at all.
13. You miss him every second when you’re not with him.
14. You dream about your future together.
15. You love everything about him.
16. You hug him and never want to let go.
17. You daydream about him.
18. You’re your stories include him.
19. You write letters to him, though your handwriting isn’t that pleasing.
20. You compose poems/songs/quotes and dedicate it to him.
21. Forever is not a fantasy for you.
22. He kissed you and you’re wishing for it to last forever.
23. Being with him even for a while means a lot to you.
24. His smile completes your day.
25. You look at him and see an angel in front of you.
26. You’re never ashamed to declare your love for him in public.
27. You text him for no reason at all.
28. You include him in your prayers.
29. You tell him whatever he missed in school or about something.
30. You visit him when he’s sick.
31. He’s the reason why you cry, but he’s also the only person who can stop you from crying.
32. His face is tattooed in your mind.
33. It’s okay to lose something, but not him.
34. You tend to be sweet even if you’re not.
35. He’s always your inspiration in everything you do.
36. You never get tired of him.
37. You always worry about him.
38. You always remind him to take care.
39. You always tell him to don’t stay up too late.
40. You sleep the same time he does.
41. All of his jokes make you laugh.
42. You keep a picture of him in your wallet.
43. Everything just falls into place.
44. You can’t bear to get mad at him for so long.
45. You never get bored when you’re talking to her.
46. His name is on top of your phonebook.
47. You call him, “baby”, “angel”, or “HUN” etc.
48. Math or any hard subjects seem easy.
49. You keep a picture of him secretly in your closet.
50. You look at your inbox and see messages only from him.
51. You want to talk to him everyday.
52. You don’t answer your phone’s call waiting when you’re talking to him.
53. You always wanted to be close to her.
54. You hang out with his friends.
55. All things given by him are displayed in your room.
56. A picture of him is under your pillow.
57. You know that no one compares to him.
58. You spend time with his family.
59. You don’t get irritated in his long hours of bath.
60. You always want to be informed about the things happening to him.
61. He can always count on you.
62. You believe in everything he says.
63. You try to do everything he asks you to do.
64. You would do anything just to be with him.
65. You always inform him where you are and what you’re doing even when he’s not asking.
66. You stand up for them.
67. You always use the perfume he wants on you.
68. You can eat in front of him.
69. You remember him whenever your phone beeps.
70. Everyday seems like a Valentine’s Day whenever you’re with him.
71. You accept him for what/who/isn’t he is.
72. You enjoy imitating him.
73. You go insane when he’s mad at you.
74. He always looks great on you.
75. You say “I love you” and you are 100% sure about it.
76. You never tell him lies.
77. You feel terrible when you’ve hurt him.
78. You don’t force him with something he doesn’t want.
79. You feel very comfortable with him.
80. You don’t get embarrassed even after getting humiliated in front of him.
81. You spend a lot of time thinking about what to give/do in his birthday.
82. You can tell him everything.
83. You can’t wait to see him again even if you were just with him minutes ago.
84. You know you can sacrifice anything for him.
85. You enjoy the feeling of him holding your hand.
86. You get the lyrics of his favorite song.
87. You watch the shows/movies he likes.
88. You enjoy the feeling having his head rested on your lap/shoulders.
89. You can understand what he’s feeling even just through his hand.
90. He’s the only guy you flirt with.
91. You always have time for him. (Despite of a very busy schedule)
92. You learn a lot from him.
93. Lifetime seems a short time for you to express your love for him.
94. You shower him with compliments and it really comes from your heart.
95. You help her accomplish all his work.
96. You always understand him.
97. You are loyal to him.
98. You feel lost without him.
99. You can’t bear losing him.

wattaweEk!

hay, dme nngyre..
where will i start ba??
--part nko ng univ. choir
--LQ last2 nyt
--watch "raise ur voice" for the 2nd tym khpon sa gateway
--astig sa gateway!:p
--LQ ulit knna, i dunno y...
--gmwa ako ng sort of assign sa chem.
--wla nkong maicp!

hehehe... wla lang...
ubos na allowance ko for this week! and mg2stos ko na ung money for vaccination ko!
hay nko! wla lang!
im not making sense...

after 10 years!

haha... im back! la lang...

belated mEwy christmas and hapi new year!!!!

so there, hehehe....
carlo: yeah, pncn ko nga blockm8s mo cla...
actuali, b4 ko pa npncn... nweiz, yves was here sa manila last xmas...ng meet2 nga cla2 nla danielle, pabo, julius and ryan e... unfortunately, i wasn't able to go with them kc i have fever...ung iba nman 'di pwde kc new year...eh, kyo nla abi..mlmang anlyo nyo d2...
aion, share ko lang..:p

ale: yeah, hrap... nsa2bon ako mnsan pgmay ng2wang mali..hehehe.. pro okei lang..:p

rach: mishu!

mawik! mgload ka na ng sun!!!!!!!!!!!!:p

agang internet..:p

hehehe...
came from simbang gbe...
i'm here now sa comp shop at mjo may last exam pkme sa psyche..hehehe...
and di pko ngaaral!
well, ngscan ako ng notes...*does that count??
"all i have" by j.lo ung song,,hehe... prom mem'ries..:p
hay...im sleepy pa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
la lang... new layout.. agen..e alang mgwa e...
infairness, i lyk this layout..hehehe...
*got the attitude?!*
mjo the "B.I.T.C.H" thing doesn't apply for me nga lang...*di nga ba?!*
pro ang cutie kc e...
hay, aion...dpat change ko dn ung music..."my perogative" by brit..
mjo di ko lang trip ung sound...hehehe...
hmpf! ala ng psok uste!!!!!!!!!
hay,aion..mya kta2 kme nila kae, mel,ann,eka *mlmang ksma ni kae c arv* sa mkti..

HABURDEI mELai & AnntoTs!!!!

blankness ever!

sh*t! i'm here infront of this comp for lyk decades na!!! *hehehe..exag!*
hay nko! la pkong ng2wa sa hinayupak na project sa fil!!
waaah! *cryin' out loud!*
actuali, i have the research na..e nman! ang haba n2 noh!
no way i'm gonna waste my tym in typing these stuffs.. *speaking of laziness!*
eeeeeeeeeee.........wla lang...to think na tglog pa cya..
i'm thinking na ip2typing job ko nlang 2.. *tma ba ung term??*lolz!
nxt week na pasahan n2!
argh! how i wish na pwde k2lad nung HS...todo cram! hehehe
hay, missin' my HS lyf...
o well, that's lyf van! get use to it!
ehehehe....

wla lang..

hay...as usual, ala na nman mg prof? *d hell!* hehehe...
hay nko! hmpf!
wla lang..wla lang tlga.

yey! alang psok bkas! hehehe...share ko lang...
sh*t! la nkong sense! la lang tlga akong mslat..
well, actuali, andme ko snang ikkwnto pro i'm not in the mood to put them into words ryt now...
argh!

haay

wat a day?!
grbe ha...bngyo ba mga prof ngyon?? lolz!:p
wla lang...i feel so down... hay...buhay...
yeah, i'm happy....pro ewan ko...knowing na may mga taong 'di sang-ayon or 'hurt' bec. of u..nk2a down dba?!
at the same tym, i dnt want to give up on some things...lalo na mga impt. things..
*shux! tma na van, okei! just go with the flow! this is ur lyf! la clang care...*
>>sigh!<<

y do we love b?

so we can have somebody to talk 2?

someone who can be der pag gus2 natin gumala?

a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?

taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo?

alalay for short!

eh panu kung di ka nya mahalwould u still love him/her?

would you still continue 2 care 4 dat person?

bakit naman hindi?

u didnt love love dat person para magkaroon ka ng alalay,

magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre,

taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects,

or taong mahihila mo if u want to go out..

if dats wat u think about love well sori ang babaw mo,

loving a person doesnt nid 2 have a criteriana

dapat maganda o guwapo,dapat mabait or understanding,

kc once u fall inlove u take the risk of accepting dat person

kahit maingay sya ma2log,

ung hilik ng hilikkahit matakaw sya

o sobrang fat na hindi kau kasya pag puno ang jeep!

kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang nalang ay sapakin mo sa inis!

ung sobrang selosa na pati barkada pinagseselosan bad3p dbah?

and ung napaka-arte OA kung baga!

o kahit anu png thingsdat would turn u off...

hirap tlaga magmahal trying 2 be perfect kc gus2 mong magtagal

pero hindi un ang sagot sa lahat..

ACCEPTING da real person fully

kc if u said na mahal mo sya u dont nid 2 find answerskung y mo sya love...

kc lahat ng tao nagbabago but if u accept dat person

magbago man sya in da middle of ur relationship

hindi ka masasaktan kc u know dat darating din un..

tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo...

mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil

wala ng sasaya pa

if u let one person feel naMAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya

without asking 4 any return...

den u can say wow un pla ang

LOVE!

la lang..

wla lang...
kinda nglo2ko tag ko.. hmpf!
kya i have no choice na nman but to find another layout...
*sigh*
lpit na CHRISTMAS!
wla lang.. naala2 ko lang.. hehehe....
friday na 2mrow!
hah! uwi na nman sa pque...
pro blik ulit sa satrday pra pmsok...
*may choice ba'ko??:: wala!*
wla lang...
quiz pa sa pol. sci. 2mrow..
reporting pa sa rel.!*sigh!*
o cia, hnap pkong new layout...

*signing off...*

changed layout!

la lang.. changed layout!
hehe...
mawik can't see my page kc..kya un..
wla lang...
wla lang tlga..
*sigh*

growing old *by Melanie T. Lim

MANY people are afraid of growing old.

I'm afraid of growing old and boring.

Many people are afraid ofgrowing old, alone.

I'm afraid of growing old,insane.

Many people are afraid of losing their looks.

I'mafraid of losing my dreams.

Many people are afraid oflosing their youth.

I'm afraid of losing my soul.

When you're 15, 35 seems ancient.

When you're 35, 15 seems juvenile.

A turnaround in a split second - twodecades zoom past and before you know it, it's only amile to the next millennium.

Don't fear age- it's aright of personhood.

Don't fear death- it's God'sgreatest jest.

Don't grow old - you don't have to.

Don't date because you're desperate.

Don't marry because you're miserable.

Don't have kids because youthink your genes are superior.

Don't se paratebecauseyou think it's fashionable.

Don't drink because youhave troubles.

Don't gamble because you think winningis inevitable.

Don't philander because you thinkyou're irresistible.

Most likely, you're not.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.

Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.

Don't try to buyyourway into the kingdom of God.

Don't dictate becauseyou're smarter.

Don't demand because you're stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you're oldenoughand know better.

Don't hurt your kids because lovingthem is harder.

Don't sell your self, your family oryour ideals.

Don't stagnate.

Don't regress.

Learn a new skill.

Finda new friend.

Start a new career.

Don't live in thepast.

Time can't bring anything or anyone back.

Don'tput your life on hold for possibly Mr./Ms. Right.

Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr./Ms.Wrong because your biological clock is ticking and youcan'tafford to have your eggs harvested before the newmillennium.

There's always a mad rush to something, somewhere butvictory does not always belong to those who finishfirst.

Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only aprice to be paid for some of life's more hastydecisions.

You can't always go with the throng whocould be wrong.

Sometimes, you have to be alone to beenlightened.To terminate your loneliness, reach out to thehomeless.

To feed your nurturing instincts, care forthe needy.

To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get apuppy.

Don't bring another life into this world forall the wrong reasons.

To keep yourself warm, buy ajacket.

In the long run, it will be less complicatedand less costly.

To make yourself happy, pursue yourpassions and be the best of what you can be.

Simplify your life.

Take away the clutter.

Get rid ofdestructive elements, abusive friends, nasty habitsand dangerous liaisons.

Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdoseon duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feelingfor your family.

Be true to yourself.

Don't commit when you're not ready.

Don't keep otherswaiting needlessly.

Fall in love - it's the greatest thing on earth.

But take care and remember, after the fall must comethe rise.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.

Say those words.

Don't let the moment pass.

Do what you must even atsociety's scorn.

Write poetry.

Love deeply.

Walkbarefoot.

Hold hands.

Dance with wild abandon.

Cry atthe movies.

Take care of yourself.

Don't wait for someone to takecare of you.

You light up your life.

You driveyourself to your destination.

No one completes you -except you.

It is true that life doesn't get easier with age.

Itonly gets more challenging.

Don't be afraid.

Don'tlose your capacity to love.

Pursue your passions.

Liveyour dreams.

Don't lose faith in God.

Don't grow old. Just grow up. *

raining men!?

lolz!
wla lang..
hay, cra na nman comp sa bhay.. *im here at my aunt's house..*
o well,..
wla lang..hehehe..
bhay nga nman o, prang lyf..
damn pre! sh*t tlga!

i was reading blog a minute ago, saw ale's entry, mj0 can rel8 ako..
hay...some people are so insensitive tlga...sobrang self centered pa..

tpos that person is expecting me to be lyk her?, to act lyk her??
haller! as if! i'm TOTALLY not lyk her! iba 'to chong!
hindi ako k2lad nya! never in my entire lyf!
kung ako kelangan mg let go., so be it!
i'm happy for the both of you! goodluck!

nweiz, un na un! hehehe...
but im okei nman...and i'l be okei...
labo ko..
ah bsta un!
o cia, gtg..

*title??*

wla lang..

yestrday: aion, enrollment...k2miss dn pla mga tao sa block nmen.. lolz!;p
sympre, ngkya2n after... 'twas tina's bday kc..as usual tambay sa house nla hannah and 'inuman session'..
pro i ddn't drink...hehehe...mlmang, kung 'di ba nman ako mhli nyan pguwi ko d2.. so there, went home with 'dwin @ around six...got home mga eight na ata un...hehehe...
got my grades nren.. and as usual, i heard the lines:
"pinagaral ka pa man dn sa catholic exclusive school tpos gnto sa religion!?" -mom..
i heard that lines for the nth tyms na.. lolz!
hey! u cnt blame me, with that kind of prof?? *imagine a bulldog's face; with a rats voice*
hehehe... bad! but its true nman e..lolz!
bsyds, she's mad to the whole class, so what do we expect from her?!
and did i mention that i so h8 memorizing stuffs??
o well,.. but my grades are okei nman..

so there, i'm going to mkti l8r...
2mrow, skul ulit...

i have to fix this comp pa...from windows ME, my bro wants me to change it to Xp...